26/05/2021
𝘉𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘚𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳.
- Have you been experiencing 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗰𝗵𝗲, heart break 💔 or a feeling of persistent emptiness inside your chest?
- Do you catch yourself 𝗿𝘂𝗻𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 🏃♀️ around, staying busy at all times, in order to 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 you from this constant 𝗽𝗮𝗶𝗻, longing and loneliness you are experiencing?
Dear woman, your heart aches not for the world, not for a partner, not for a better body, but merely to 𝗯𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝗱 👂🏻.
This underlying pain you are feeling is your 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘭’𝘴 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘢𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 ❗️
𝗖𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁, 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗰𝗵𝗲 can’t be solved with eating 🍕, drinking 🍺, smoking, partnership, working, exercise, sex… even though you’ve tried. Oh, how you’ve tried! So many nights you’ve thought that the cookies and ice cream 🍦, or the glasses of wine 🍷, or the Netflix, or the dating app would fill the empty feeling in you. If you could just put enough in, 𝗼𝗰𝗰𝘂𝗽𝘆 𝗲𝗻𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲, the longing and loneliness would finally be gone.
You get 𝘮𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘳𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘧 – you get distracted, you get the feeling of satisfaction as the superficial and 𝗳𝗹𝗲𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗶𝗿𝗲𝘀 get met. But you only ever get a few minutes, hours, or days and then the 𝘦𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 again.
Your soul is desperately 𝘁𝗿𝘆𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂 through sending physical sensations, feelings and 𝘴𝘺𝘮𝘱𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘴 🤒. Don’t mistake these emotions as a punishment or a need to do more and push harder.
Dear woman, I want you to know that all of this is 𝘴𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘮𝘰𝘯. This has been me. I know it has been so many of us. Nothing in you or about you is broken or wrong because this is how you have been feeling. 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝗳𝗲𝗰𝘁 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗮𝘆 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝗿𝗲. The world pulled you away from yourself a long time ago when it told you who you were supposed to be. Of course your heart aches and your soul searches! Your 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘵 💎, because something in you knows the importance of what’s missing.
If you are 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻, it is possible to flip the coin and turn the longing into a 𝘣𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 ✨✨✨.
There is only one way to end this constant cycle:
‘𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳.’
The pull of that void 💨 and emptiness is actually your heart calling you back to yourself. You need to hear it, 𝘧𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘺. You need to feel it, 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺. It’s scary, I know. You’ve spent years, maybe even decades trying to quiet it or run from it. The thing is, the ‘you’ you are looking for, the only actual thing that will fill that void, is inside of the pain 🤕. 𝗬𝗼𝘂 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿, 𝗴𝗼 𝗶𝗻 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝗶𝘁. There you will find true healing.
I have been on this journey myself. I have spent many, many hours 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 to find the 𝗵𝗶𝗱𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝗽𝗮𝗿𝘁𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗺𝗲, that I didn’t want to look at before and learning how to help others find it for themselves.
Let me first offer you a small, 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘦𝘹𝘦𝘳𝘤𝘪𝘴𝘦. A tiny step to begin down the path.
Take a few moments to yourself. 𝗟𝗶𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 ❤️. Your soul has been whispering to you through your heartache, 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘦𝘴𝘴 and longing.
*𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶?
*𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘶𝘯𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘸?
*𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸?
Write and 𝗷𝗼𝘂𝗿𝗻𝗮𝗹 📝 what comes up.
If this is difficult for you, or if you want to go deeper into your heart, 𝗜 𝗮𝗺 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂. I know this can be confusing 🤪, or scary, or 𝘤𝘩𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨. If you feel called, I can hold a powerful space for you and guide you through this work.
Let your 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗻𝗲𝗰𝘁. I am here to hold a safe space with you. Let me 𝘨𝘶𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
You can book a free 30 minute 𝗦𝗼𝘂𝗹 𝗦𝘂𝗽𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁 𝗕𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗸𝘁𝗵𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝗦𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻 🔆 with me through the link below ⬇️:
https://calendly.com/cornelia_aurelia/soul-support-breakthrough-session
I look forward to connecting 💫 with you.
𝗖𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝗵𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳, dear woman and beloved sister 👩❤️👩.
Yours,
Cornelia Aurelia
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