Life By Eight

10/02/2026

We’ve loved helping this team of young ballers with their mindset & emotional regulation. Big thanks to Jackie Wilkins Rebecca Dale Sam & RedCity Roar Basketball for giving the kids this opportunity. We’re excited to follow their progress not only this season, but how they develop into strong resilient young men 💪🧘‍♂️⛹️🚀 Let’s Go Red City 🦁🏀

Our 16B Pride team are proving to be a dominant force this season and are continuing to gain traction as the season progresses.

This weekend saw a rematch against Seahawks, which Pride previously won by 3 points in the grading rounds. Our goal - to show our development over the past 2 months and get the win - and did we what!

A whopping 41 point victory (103-62) saw an amazing display of teamwork, support, team first plays, energy and intensity from all of the boys. Our variations in press, zone and man defense kept the Seahawks guessing and unable to gain momentum. Offensively all players contributed to the scoreboard with their hustle, passing and finishing.

The second game of the day was a welcomed match up - Pride in 5th on the ladder v Phoenix Orange sitting 2nd on the ladder. Our goal - to show we can push through to the top 4 teams.

Our team mantra of ‘Stay In It’ was pertinent in what was a nail-biting game from start to finish. Down by 2 pts at the first break, 3 points at half time, and 1 point at 3/4 time, the boys left nothing on the court. With the score even with 15 seconds to go, Pride missed an offensive opportunity to give Phoenix one more crack at the win. Tight defense resulted in 1 missed shot; however an offensive rebound gave the opposition 1 more chance for a mid-range shot right on the buzzer - and it went in. The referees deliberated as to whether the shot was released before the final buzzer, and decided the points were awarded. A heartbreaking end for Pride, but proof there’s a much bigger story to come for these boys yet.

Thank you to all of our parents and supporters for always showing up and contributing to the amazing team culture we have developed. A special shout out to Liz from UBX Capalaba who has been our gym trainer for the season, with the physicality and strength the boys are showing on the court testament to her work. Also, to Bec & Paul from Life By Eight who are our amazing mindset coaches. Our work during the week definitely carried over as learned strategies were put into place on both the bench and court. We are now looking forward to a full day team mindset session this weekend when we get a reprieve for Wildcard Round.

10/02/2026

There’s a pattern I see again and again, and you might recognise it in yourself.

The pause before deciding.
The waiting for clarity that never quite arrives.
The sense of almost being ready, but not quite.

So you hold off.
You gather more information.
You think it through again.

You tell yourself you’re being sensible.
That you just need a bit more certainty.
A bit more time.

And meanwhile, life keeps moving.

Opportunities pass quietly.
Your energy gets spread thinner.
That feeling inside you, the one that says something needs to change, doesn’t go away.

It just gets quieter. Heavier.

Hesitation feels safe on the surface.

It protects you from making the “wrong” choice.
From being judged.
From failing publicly or disappointing someone else.

But over time, it costs more than it saves.

It costs momentum.
It costs self-trust.
It costs the version of you that knows what you want but has learned not to listen too closely.

Many people don’t realise this, but hesitation is still a decision.

It’s the decision to stay where you are.
To keep living with the familiar discomfort instead of risking a new one.
To keep yourself small enough that nothing really changes.

And usually, the reason isn’t a lack of capability.

It’s fear.

Fear of choosing yourself and having to live with the consequences of that choice.
Fear of stepping out of alignment with who you’ve been for everyone else.
Fear of admitting that the life you’ve built no longer fits.

So I want to ask you something gently, honestly.

What has hesitation already cost you?

What have you postponed?
What parts of yourself have you put on hold?
How long have you been waiting for permission that no one else can give you?

Choosing yourself doesn’t require certainty.

It requires truth.

Truth about what’s not working anymore.
Truth about what you’re craving.
Truth about the fact that staying stuck is not neutral, it’s shaping your life every day.

At some point, the question stops being “What if I choose wrong?”

And becomes “What if I keep not choosing at all?”

You don’t need to have it all figured out.

You just need to be willing to stop abandoning yourself.

And maybe today is the moment you ask:

What would it take for me to finally choose me?

Bec x

PS That is a photo of me with all my eggs in one basket :D

27/01/2026

There are people who keep trying.

They make the changes.
They do the work.
They tell themselves this time will be different.

And still, things keep falling apart.

Plans don’t land.
Momentum disappears.
Something always seems to go wrong just as they start to build.

After a while, it stops feeling unlucky.

It starts feeling personal.

You might find yourself thinking:
Why does this never work for me?
Why does everyone else seem to move forward while I’m back at the start again?
What’s the point of trying when it all collapses anyway?

That kind of fatigue runs deep.

It’s not just disappointment.
It’s discouragement.
It’s the quiet grief of effort that never seems to pay off.

And over time, it can turn into something heavier.

Resignation.
Numbness.
A sense that no matter what you do, life will just keep proving you wrong.

Here’s something that often gets missed in conversations about “resilience” and “mindset.”

Most people aren’t failing because they’re not trying hard enough.

They’re failing because they’re building on foundations they’ve never been taught to question.

Beliefs formed in survival.
Patterns shaped by fear, people pleasing, or proving worth.
Choices driven by what felt necessary at the time, not what was true or aligned.

So every time they try to build something new, they’re still standing on old ground.

And that ground is unstable.

Life design isn’t about positive thinking or forcing optimism.

It starts with truth.

With the courage to look honestly at what you’re building your life on.

What you believe about yourself.
What you believe you’re allowed to want.
What you’re still trying to outrun, fix, or earn.

Transparency with yourself can be uncomfortable.

It means naming what’s not working instead of pushing through it.
It means admitting when something no longer fits.
It means letting go of versions of life that were built to survive, not to sustain you.

But this is where things change.

When the foundation shifts, the outcomes shift.

When you stop designing your life around old protection strategies and start designing from alignment, clarity, and nervous system safety, things stop collapsing in the same way.

Not because life becomes easy.

But because it becomes coherent.

If you’re in a place where it feels like nothing works no matter how hard you try, please hear this:

You’re not broken.
You’re not cursed.
And you’re not meant to keep rebuilding the same thing forever.

You may just be standing on a foundation that was never designed to hold the life you’re trying to create.

And the moment you start telling the truth about that foundation is the moment real design begins.

Not force.
Not hustle.
Not pretending.

But intention.

And that changes everything.

21/01/2026

There are moments when people don’t need more information.

They need language.

Language for why life feels harder than it should.
Why they react the way they do.
Why certain environments drain them.
Why they’ve spent years trying to fix themselves and still feel misunderstood.

This is where the I AM Profile is powerful.

Not because it tells you who to be.
But because it reflects who you already are, without judgement.

Most systems try to put people into boxes.
Personality types.
Strengths and weaknesses.
Labels that explain what you do, but not why.

The I AM Profile goes deeper than behaviour.

It looks at the values and internal drivers that shape how you see the world, how you make meaning, how you respond under pressure, and why certain things feel so personal.

For many people, this is the first time their inner experience makes sense.

They realise they’re not too sensitive.
Not difficult.
Not failing at life.

They’ve just been operating from a values level that isn’t well understood or supported in mainstream systems.

The power of the I AM Profile is that it separates difference from defect.

It helps you see where your reactions are coming from, not as flaws, but as signals.
Signals shaped by your values, your nervous system, and the environments you’ve had to adapt to.

This matters deeply for people who have spent their lives masking.

For neurodivergent individuals.
For parents.
For women navigating identity shifts.
For people who feel out of place in rigid systems.

When you understand your profile, something softens.

You stop taking everything personally.
You stop trying to force yourself into frameworks that don’t fit.
You begin to recognise when a situation is misaligned rather than assuming you are.

That awareness alone can change relationships.

It explains why certain conversations escalate.
Why some feedback feels like rejection.
Why particular work environments exhaust you while others light you up.

And instead of reacting, you gain choice.

The I AM Profile doesn’t give you a script for life.

It gives you context.

Context for your emotions.
Context for your decisions.
Context for your patterns.

And context is regulating.

When people feel understood, they stop trying to escape themselves.

They start making conscious choices.
They communicate more clearly.
They design lives, families, and businesses that actually fit.

That’s why this work is powerful.

Not because it tells you what to change.

But because it finally shows you what was always there.

And when you see yourself clearly, with compassion and depth,
you don’t need to become someone else to move forward.

You just need permission to be who you are, on purpose.

You can complete your FREE I AM Profile and get your free report here >> https://blueprint-lb8.replit.app/

18/01/2026

There is a kind of distance that can quietly grow inside relationships.

Not because love disappears.
Not because either person stops caring.
But because connection slowly gets buried under misunderstanding, exhaustion, and unspoken needs.

This happens in many relationships.
And it happens especially often when neurodivergence is involved.

You can be in the same house, sharing the same life,
and still feel profoundly alone.

One of you might feel like you’re constantly explaining yourself,
your emotions, your reactions, your needs
and still not being fully understood.

The other might feel like no matter what they do, it’s wrong,
like they’re always missing something invisible,
like the goalposts keep moving.

So both of you pull back.

Not in anger.
In self-protection.

Neurodivergence can amplify this distance in very specific ways.

Different nervous systems process stress differently.
One person may need space to regulate,
while the other needs closeness to feel safe.

One may communicate directly or intensely,
while the other hears criticism or overwhelm.

Sensory overload, rejection sensitivity, shutdown, or emotional flooding
can all interrupt connection right at the moment it’s needed most.

And when these patterns repeat without being named,
they start to feel personal.

“You don’t care.”
“You never listen.”
“I’m too much.”
“I’m not enough.”

Over time, couples stop reaching.

Not because they don’t want connection,
but because it feels safer not to try.

And yet, underneath the distance, there is often still love.
Still longing.
Still a desire to be seen and met.

This isn’t a failure of the relationship.

It’s what happens when two nervous systems are trying to survive
without a shared language for what’s actually going on.

Understanding neurodivergence doesn’t magically fix everything.
But it changes the story.

It shifts the narrative from blame
to difference.

From “you’re doing this to me”
to “our systems work differently, and we’re both trying.”

And that shift matters.

Because when distance is understood rather than judged,
softening becomes possible again.

Connection doesn’t always come back through big conversations or dramatic change.

Often it returns through small moments.

Learning each other’s regulation needs.
Pausing before reacting.
Naming overwhelm instead of withdrawing.
Choosing curiosity over assumption.

It returns when both people feel safer being real, not perfect.

If your relationship feels distant right now,
that doesn’t mean it’s over.

It may simply mean it needs a new framework.
One that honours difference, nervous systems, and the impact of lived experience.

Distance is not the opposite of love.

Disconnection is often a sign that connection matters deeply.

And with understanding, compassion, and support,
new ways of meeting each other are possible.

Even after a long quiet stretch.

Especially then.

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If you would like support with your relationship or coaching in general - send me a DM or comment below and lets start the conversation.

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PS Little Paul Grugan and I, 17 years ago - look at our baby faces!

14/01/2026

For many adults with ADHD, anger isn’t the issue.

It’s where the anger goes.

Most people assume that snapping at family, withdrawing, or feeling irritated at home means you’re emotionally immature or bad at regulating yourself.

That isn’t what’s actually happening.

When you have ADHD, your system often carries emotional and cognitive load all day.

Decisions.
Sensory input.
Masking.
Holding it together.

By the time you’re around the people who feel safest, your capacity is already gone.

So anger doesn’t get processed, it gets projecte not because you want to hurt anyone but because your system is overloaded and looking for release.

Telling yourself to “calm down” or “communicate better” doesn’t work when the system is already full.

That advice ignores how ADHD actually functions.

ADHD-aware adults don’t try to control anger through force.

They design their lives to reduce overload before connection happens.

They build pauses into their day.
They create space between stimulation and interaction.
They let anger move through the body without needing to discharge it onto family members.
Anger isn’t the problem.
Unprocessed overload is.

If this resonates, the next step isn’t trying harder to manage your emotions or forcing yourself to respond differently in the moment.

It’s understanding why your system reaches overload in the first place, and learning how to design your days so connection doesn’t happen at the very end of your capacity.

That’s exactly what I’ll be teaching inside my upcoming live masterclass:

A 90-minute Zoom session for ambitious adults with ADHD.

We’ll explore how ADHD, nervous system load, and daily structure interact, and how small shifts in how you design your life can dramatically reduce emotional spillover at home and in relationships.

If you want to understand your patterns and learn practical, ADHD-aligned ways to support yourself before things reach breaking point, this space is for you.

Comment ADHD and I’ll send you the link to save your seat.

05/01/2026

For the ones who feel lost — especially when everyone assumes you shouldn’t be

You’re not lazy.
You’re not broken.
And you’re not failing at life.

Even if it feels that way sometimes.

Living with ADHD can feel like standing in the middle of too many directions at once —
wanting to move,
needing to move,
but somehow feeling completely stuck.

You have ideas.
So many ideas.
Plans, intentions, flashes of clarity.

And then… nothing moves.

Or everything moves at once and you can’t grab hold of the right thing.

You watch other people seem to progress steadily — step by step —
while your energy comes in waves.
Bursts of brilliance followed by long stretches of fog, exhaustion, or frustration.

You start things with so much hope.
And then lose momentum.
Again.

Not because you don’t care —
but because caring doesn’t automatically translate into action when your nervous system is overwhelmed.

Being stuck with ADHD isn’t about not knowing what to do.

It’s about knowing too much, feeling too much, and struggling to organise it inside your body.

So you freeze.

You overthink.
You procrastinate — not out of avoidance, but because starting feels impossible.
You feel behind, even when you’ve been working twice as hard just to stay afloat.

And the shame creeps in.

You tell yourself you should be able to do this by now.
That you’ve had enough chances.
That something must be wrong with you.

But ADHD isn’t a lack of discipline or motivation.

It’s a nervous system that struggles with regulation, transitions, and sustained focus — especially in a world that demands consistency, linear progress, and quiet compliance.

When you feel lost, it’s often because your system is overloaded — not because you’re incapable.

Your brain isn’t broken.
It’s just wired for intensity, curiosity, and connection — not constant structure.

And when those needs aren’t met, the result isn’t failure.

It’s paralysis.

If you feel stuck right now, please hear this:

You don’t need to push harder.
You don’t need more shame.
You don’t need to become someone else.

What you need is understanding — starting with your own.

Small steps that work with your brain, not against it.
Support that recogni

05/01/2026

Even when your mind finally slows,
your body often doesn’t.

You lie down, but your shoulders stay lifted.
You sit still, but your jaw remains tight.
You breathe, but it never quite reaches all the way down.

It’s subtle.
Easy to miss.

You might not notice how much you’re holding
until someone asks you to relax - and you realise you don’t know how.

Your body stays slightly braced.

Not in panic.
Not in fear.

Just… ready.

Ready for interruption.
Ready for demand.
Ready to respond if something goes wrong.

You might call it tension.
Stress.
Being “high-strung.”

But your body doesn’t experience it that way.

To your body, this is familiarity.

At some point, staying relaxed wasn’t an option.
Maybe things changed quickly.
Maybe you had to adapt before you were ready.
Maybe being alert kept you connected, accepted, or safe.

So your body learned.

It learned to stay upright when things felt uncertain.
To keep muscles engaged.
To remain available.

And it carried that learning forward —
long after it was needed.

Now, even in quiet moments,
your body waits.

It waits for the next sound.
The next request.
The next shift in energy.

Not because it’s broken.

Because it’s loyal.

It did exactly what it was supposed to do at the time.

And it hasn’t been shown a different way yet.

Rest, for your body, isn’t just stopping.

It’s learning that it doesn’t have to be ready anymore.

That it’s allowed to soften.
To drop its guard.
To take up space without bracing for impact.

If you’ve ever felt tired in your bones without knowing why -
if stillness feels oddly uncomfortable -
if rest feels more like effort than relief -

your body is telling you its story.

And it’s not asking to be pushed.

It’s asking to be met.

05/01/2026

For the one whose mind never really switches off

You replay conversations long after they’re over.

Not because you enjoy it.
Not because you want to.

But because your mind won’t let them go until they feel resolved.

What you said.
What you should have said.
The tone they used.
The pause before they answered.

You go back over it quietly, almost automatically -
while you’re driving,
while you’re showering,
while you’re lying in bed staring at the ceiling.

It happens in the background of your life.

You tell yourself you’re just thinking things through.
That you’re being thoughtful.
That you’re preparing for next time.

And in a way, you are.

You learned early on that it mattered to get things right.
That misunderstandings had consequences.
That being a step ahead could save you from embarrassment, conflict, or blame.

So your mind stayed busy.

It learned to scan for meaning.
To read between the lines.
To notice what others might miss.

And for a long time, that skill protected you.

But it also meant your mind never really rests.

Even when things are calm, part of you is waiting.
Even when you’re safe, something in you stays alert.
Even when nothing is happening, your thoughts keep moving.

You want peace -
but when things go quiet, your mind fills the space.

You want calm -
but stillness feels unfamiliar, almost uncomfortable.

So you think.

You replay.
You rehearse.
You prepare conversations you hope you’ll never need.

Because at some point, not thinking ahead meant getting hurt.
It meant being caught off guard.
It meant wishing you’d said something differently.

Your mind didn’t do this to make your life harder.

It did it to keep you safe.

It learned that vigilance was protection.
That awareness was survival.
That if you stayed mentally engaged, you could prevent pain.

And now, even though your life may be very different,
your mind hasn’t caught up yet.

It doesn’t know that the danger has passed.
It doesn’t know that you don’t have to be on guard anymore.

So it keeps working.
Faithfully.
Tirelessly.

There’s nothing broken about you.

This isn’t a flaw.
It’s a system that learned its job well - and never got told it could rest.

If you’ve ever wondered why your mind won’t switch off,
why peace feels just out of reach,
why you feel tired even when you haven’t done anything -
this is why.

And you’re not alone in it.

10/11/2025