11/11/2025
I'm here at , not for sport or music, but for the inaugural PDA Conference Australia. Here are some perspectives of my conference experience as an AuDHD PDAer.
In true PDA style, I arrived just in time for the first break (10am), because I didn't want to come at the set registration time (7:30 - 8:30?) when hundreds of people would be checking in. Crowds, no thanks - I become rather helpless, and I feel myself slipping into freeze. The chatter, the movement of streams of people and then the blockages where people cram in together like cattle - Anxiety City, even with Loops in and fidgets in hand.
There are 3 streams of presentations in different rooms, and being someone who prefers certainty, I landed in room 2 and stayed there.
There are people I know here - some I work with, and some whose kids I support. In this different context, with lots of uncertainty, my social skills have fallen almost completely away, and I can't have the same types of highly masked conversations that I am able to have when I'm working.
There are beanbags, cushions, and fidgets at the back of the room, but they've been claimed since the morning (people's bags functioning as flags planted) so I've found myself sitting on the floor up against the wall, away from other bodies, bum slowly numbing.
I'm a little disappointed that if we need to leave the room during a presentation, we have to wait until the presentation is finished before we can come back in.
I haven't visited the sensory room.
Ultimately, I really wish I had the executive function capacity to go into research. This conference is a good start, but the gap in research and consensus practice standards around PDA couldn't be spanned by the Matagarup bridge.