21/12/2025
It hasn’t quite sunken in yet that yesterday was my last day in the treatment womb for a while, even when I packed down the room today and put it all in storage at home.
I went to write about what a journey it’s been, only to have the initial realisation that it’s only been 2 years, followed by a quick second realisation that this chapter has been a lifetime, my lifetime, in the making.
To have been able to hold all of you in the treatment womb, to nurture the unfolding, to witness the unravellings, has been nothing short of extraordinary. I am left in awe and humbled, with a particular sort of gratitude that I don’t think I will ever find the words for.
To be trusted on so many levels to hold you in the liminal space, where your nervous system becomes vulnerable and exposed, is and has been my deepest honour.
To be a vessel for information to come through on the rebalancing of your being on an emotional, physical and spiritual plane has been a tremendous pleasure, and has deeply moved me.
So, thank you. For without you, this would not have been possible.
And now, for the next expansion of Ayurmātā, I surrender into the final growings of this tiny little human that resides within my womb, its first home.
An amalgamation of me and the man I love — the ultimate act of creation and love — I am so excited for the final weeks of housing them.
And while the end of the chapter in the treatment womb feels sad and there is an element of uncertainty, it feels right.
To put all of the adoration and devotion from this space, into the little one within me, feels like the right only forward from this moment on.
📷 by my love
