Stillsickstillhere

23/03/2026

It’s honestly such a weird experience having a page, sharing something vulnerable, and then getting advice from people who only saw a short clip without the full back story.

Even when it comes from a good place, that’s not why I’m sharing it.

I’m sharing it because someone out there might actually need to hear it.
Not because I’m looking for solutions or “fixes” to my situation.

It’s like the moment you’re on a healing path, people act like you’re not allowed to revisit certain parts of your story or speak on the darker chapters. We're thats actually where the magic happens, but its as if healing means silence an as if growth means pretending it never happened.

But I’m not here to perform perfection.
I’m here to be real.
And sometimes being real means touching the places we’ve already outgrown, not because we’re stuck, but because someone else is still in it and needs to know they’re not alone.

23/03/2026

Low-vibe attachments don't stand in front of you, they hide in your blind spots.

23/03/2026

Why you should NEVER shake hands with a "Vampire." 🤝🧛‍♂️

23/03/2026

Another huge milestone today…

A lot of updates behind the scenes.. but the biggest one?

My first paperback book is now officially submitted and in the 72‑hour approval window.
Once it clears, you’ll be able to order a physical copy you can actually hold, highlight, dog‑ear, and keep beside you.

I was able to preview the whole thing before submitting, and every page fits perfectly.
So we’re one step closer to the version I’ve been wanting people to have from the beginning.

This is Book 1 of a 10‑book series, and I’m really hoping the paperback option lands better for everyone who prefers something tangible and grounding.

We’re getting closer.
It’s happening.
Thank you for being here while this all comes to life.

Now back to these blueprints 🥰

23/03/2026

Apparently I’m meant to save the world… one unsolicited expectation at a time.
It’s funny how people will watch a video, skip the entire point, and then announce that I should’ve provided a full strategic plan for global trauma repair.

Like sorry, I didn’t realise my free Facebook post was supposed to come with a 47‑page policy document, a UN briefing, and a rate card for reintegrating entities.

Some of you expect more from strangers on the internet than you do from actual institutions.

I’m just over here sharing thoughts.
Not running the multiverse.

23/03/2026

23/03/2026

I thought id share this not only for myself but anyone else who doesnt know how this system works..

Why an $80 Book Shows Up for $20 on eBay

I found myself asking how a book can sell for $80… and then magically appear on eBay for $20.

After ive done some digging around to figure this out, this is the truth nobody tells you.

There are three reasons this happens and none of them are mystical.

1. Cheap overseas bulk printing
Some sellers print 500–5,000 copies at once through factories in China, India, or Vietnam.
Bulk + offset printing = $2–$5 per book.
They don’t care about the author. They care about volume.

2. Grey‑market reproduction
This is the uncomfortable one.
People take the original PDF, send it to an overseas printer, and resell the copies.
That’s why you see:
• “Out of print” books suddenly everywhere
• Occult/spiritual books with weird colours
• $80 books selling for $20
It’s not legal but it’s common.

3. Bulk author copies from POD platforms
Some sellers use Amazon KDP, Lulu, or IngramSpark.
If they order 100+ copies, the price drops dramatically.
They flip them for profit.

So why does the author charge $80?
Because they’re not pricing the paper. They’re pricing:
• the knowledge
• the rarity
• the niche
• the years of work
• the value of the content
Creators use print‑on‑demand (more expensive per unit) because they don’t want to warehouse 1,000 books.

If you’re a creator, here’s how to protect your work:
• Add a clean copyright deterrence page
• Embed a digital fingerprint in your PDF
• Sell print copies only through your official channels

You can’t stop piracy entirely but you can make it inconvenient enough that 99% of people won’t bother.

23/03/2026

Fb is cooked, how do i keep getting awared top fan badges for people i dont even follow or have anything to do with there page 🤔 😅

22/03/2026

It’s officially here.
My new book Energy Field First Aid has just launched and the PDF version is available right now.

This is the mechanical field manual for the moments when your system collapses.
When you feel scrambled, foggy, overwhelmed, disconnected, or “not yourself”… this book shows you exactly how to stabilise fast and get your clarity back.

No rituals.
No mindset work.
No spiritual performance.
Just the mechanics your system actually responds to.

👉 PDF available instantly:
https://www.stillsickstillhere.com/energy-field-first-aid

About the paperback version -
The printed copy is coming but I need to approve the physical proof first.
This can take up to two weeks, depending on printing and shipping times, and I want to make sure the quality is perfect before it goes live.

If you’re waiting for the paperback, thank you for your patience.
I’ll update you as soon as I have the proof in my hands and can confirm everything looks exactly how it should.

Thank you for supporting my work, for sharing my posts, and for choosing clarity and repair.
I can’t wait for you to have this book, whether digitally today or in print very soon.

22/03/2026

Stop saying "I'm tired." You're literally hexing your own biology. 🗣️🚫

22/03/2026

I’ve officially set up the option for a printed, print‑on‑demand version of Energy Field First Aid but I’ve hit a small roadblock before I can release it publicly.
Before it can go live, I need to order a physical proof copy and have it shipped to me so I can check the print quality, colours, paper, and overall feel. I want to make sure it looks exactly how it’s meant to before anyone spends their money on it. I didn’t realise how many hurdles there were in this process, but here we are.
Unfortunately the final printed version is looking like it will be $65.62 AUD + shipping.
It’s printed on A4 White Coated paper, perfect bound, with a glossy cover.
This price includes printing, distribution fees, and a few extra costs I didn’t know existed until I got into the setup process.
Because I need to wait for the proof copy to arrive, the printed version will be a week or two away, depending on shipping times and how quickly I can approve it.
But I will still be launching the PDF version tomorrow for anyone who wants a more affordable option they can keep on their phone, tablet, or print at home. No delays there.
This whole process has been a lot more complex than I expected, but I’m still moving forward and releasing what I can, when I can. Thank you for being patient while I navigate all of this. The PDF goes live tomorrow.

22/03/2026

The 10-second sound that ‘shatters’ energy attachments. 🔊