I was a CORPORATE woman who was STRUGGLING TO BALANCE life. I continually felt like a failure both in the office and at home. The expectation I put on myself with what I thought I SHOULD be doing was crippling. I was feeling the enormous pressure which I feel society puts on women to be able to DO IT ALL - I thought I had to push myself in my career to succeed. I had to be the mum who was involved at school and sport as well as find time to be a wife to my loving husband.
I got to the point where I was only just hanging on AND I was miserable. The standard I expected from myself was unreasonable and I reached THAT breaking point. I didn’t know how to ask for help and if I did reach out, I would have then failed.
I was experiencing ground hog day every day. I felt like I was failing at EVERYTHING. I didn’t know how to DO IT ALL. I wasn’t living.
Then something happened.....
I realised I didn’t want to be the emotional, angry and overwhelmed woman I was anymore. I had tried lots of things, talked to lots of people and made some changes. These changes were positive and I was feeling good......though the problem was, deep down I still had these feelings of not being good enough for anyone and that I was failing. I needed to find a solution which targeted the core issues. I didn’t want to be on the continual up and down yo yo of being ok one minute and then an emotional mess the next.
That was when I discovered Creatrix®.
What I found is that Creatrix® is the ONLY process (that we know of) in the world which has been specifically designed around Epigenetics. It talks the RIGHT language to the FEMALE unconscious to break long lasting INTER-GENERATIONAL cycles. It gets to the CORE of the issues. It was nothing like I had experienced before. When you get to the point where I was and you’ve tried everything else, you think to yourself, what else have I got to loose. SO I tried it and I’m forever grateful I took that huge leap of faith into the unknown. It took every ounce of courage for me to reach out for help - remember, asking for help was like I’d failed.
The painless process of Creatrix® has lifted the heaviest weight from my shoulders. I felt a sense of calm and quite which I hadn’t felt before. The little voice in my head that had such a strong hold over my every thought was quite. I just felt OK and for someone who had been questioning every single decision for her whole life, this was so empowering.
Creatrix® has provided me with permanent change. I don’t feel like I did before. I’ve been able to discover myself through this process and work out exactly what I want.. I’m happy. I have a purpose. I’m content with my career and while I’m still achieving and striving to be the best I can be, the pressure and expectation is gone. I’m a better mum to my kids. I’ve restored my relationships with my kids which I thought were broken beyond repair. I’m a better wife AND I don’t feel like a failure anymore.
I know I’m the best version of me.
Because of the incredible change I experienced, I just knew I needed to share Creatrix® with as many women as I could. I know there are so many women who feel exactly like I did so I trained with the Institute of Women International to become a Creatrix® Transformologist®.
It really is the most amazing feeling to be able to help someone - someone who is feeling exactly like I was. I know I can help them to feel worthy, valued and most importantly not like a failure anymore.
So if you connect with any part of my story, I’d encourage you to use all your courage to take that leap of faith and reach out. It was the best decision of my life and it could be yours too.
Love Erin
