08/01/2025
2024 ~ What a year.
We rang in 2024 in Cali, Colombia surrounded by my husband's family. It was a party and a beautiful way to end our time away. Little could I have imagined what the year had in store for us.
For most of my adult life, I have focused on achieving through my work and career. Since having my first child and then my second, my ability to spend hours reading, studying and working has been completely curtailed. And that's been a hard pill to swallow. But that's a reflection for another time.
2024 was a year of not much movement in my work or career because my time, energy and capacity to hold was completely taken by being the primary caregiver of our children - something I've had endless conversations about with my husband. That's also a post for another time.
What the past year taught me, especially with the passing of my father, is that life isn't about work, success, or any of those other reasons we've been taught are the reason for our worthiness. Instead, it's the relationships we nurture, the stories that we weave through our experiences, and the things that make us feel alive because before we know it, our day will be up.
Don't get me wrong, my work does make me feel alive, and excited, and inspired, and it's so necessary for my wellbeing, but it's not everything.
What 2024 has also taught me is that our world is faced with really big, scary predicaments, and suffering, and an impending climate collapse. It's stuff that most of us actively avoid engaging in because it feels too heavy and impossible to address. But we need to. We need to remember that every effort counts, and that together, as more people who can sit with hard truths and difficulty, we can make a real impact. It's a question that will infuse everything I do this year, personally and professionally: What can I do to meaningfully change the current systems and challenges of our world? More on this to come too.
For now, I'm showing up differently to the start of 2025. Going gently, reflecting A LOT, and ensuring I create sustainable systems for my life this year that allows for more time with my children, and for appreciating my life. Because who knows when it ends.