20/02/2026
Aaah the medical system....
2 years ago, I went to the Dr due to heavy bleeding, then off for an ultrasound and then the results an abnormal mass in my uterus, a misdiagnosis of the Big C and then referred to the Gyno clinic, placed into the pile of not of major concern without being told that, until I rang them. Being of not major concern was then booked into an appointment for 4 months later.
In that time, I did as much healing on myself as I could, with the idea that I would do what I can on my side and then see what happens, I started to see a few things release. When I finally got to the appointment with the Gyno, he gave me his solution, surgery to remove a polyp, scraping and a Mirena inserted.
Waitlist for surgery.....got into surgery 3 months later and low and behold, no polyp to remove so they put in the Mirena took a sample and that was it.
Then 5 months later the Mirena exits the building, honestly it was a relief. Then back to the Gyno clinic for a follow up and let them know about the Mirena exiting the building and so then they want to insert a new one right then and there...hold on, then they tell me it's basically my fault that I am bleeding heavily, the excess weight, I had a c- section, my uterus is chunky, there is a fibroid that pushed out the first Mirena so I need a new one. They refer me to a bigger hospital in Newcastle and said that when I get there to try and look sick, because I look healthy. WHHHAATTTT!!! (I found out yesterday that Dr has finished her rotation and is no longer there, Thankfully)
Then 3 months later, refuse to see previous Dr and get a lovely young register who tries to calm down the really emotional patient sitting opposite him in the chair. He calls in some much more experienced help, who says we can remove the fibroid here we have the tool now. Sends me off to the booking office for the next waitlisted surgery.
Here we are 5 months later and I received the letter to say that I have made it to the top of the list and to ring to confirm that the 5th March is good to go. Meanwhile my period has reduced down to what it was prior to the heavy bleeding 2 years ago and not only that no one has actually checked for over 12 months that my uterus still has a fibroid. Pretty sure that it has also exited the building.
Ring the booking office to say, can we just hold off on the surgery cos aahh things have changed, so she goes oh it's got worse, no it's better. Oh right so she is all over it, trying to get the gyno clinic to sort this out. Then finally speak to a Dr this morning and I say look I don't want to have surgery if I don't really need it. He says, same here let's just see where you are at in 3 months' time, keep you on the waitlist and then if you need it, we can go ahead.
Finally!!!
Best part is that if you read all of that, I ended up healing myself! The energy work is a complimentary therapy, and my aim is always to see what happens. Sometimes it's instant sometimes it takes a while, either way it makes you feel good, letting go of energetic stuff that no longer serves you.
Old Tamarra would've went ahead with the surgery, done everything they told me to do because I was too afraid to say No or look for an alternative. Whilst at times it has been hard to stand up for myself and say Nope don't want synthetic hormones, don't want Ozempic (yep they tried that) and to not take the tablets.
I am so grateful that I had the courage to say NO to others and YES to myself.
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