04/04/2021
**Trigger Warning**
I haven’t yet allowed myself any emotion about the newest lockdown… Or should I say shut down… I have pretended to be numb to it as this isnt something new in Simcoe Muskoka.
However I have been lying to myself , as well as others actually.
I am devastated.
I am exhausted.
I am not numb.
I am broken.
As a business owner I am aware of how horrible we have been treated and that we seem to be the among the few targeted businesses (personal service settings)
I see and support all of these businesses who remain open during these times I am with you I am proud of you I am happy for you- I 100% support your decisions to remain open🔥
That just isn’t the right decision for ME…
I cannot afford any monetary fine, with out potentially loosing everything I worked for within my biz.
I cannot afford any potential reputation hits… Small town living.
I cannot afford losing my health unit inspection designation… Or any type of incident where I may need to call on my insurance company. They’d both walk✌🏻.
I wish things were different this time but they are not.
Just a broken biz owner wanting to work and service those who need the ‘pick me up’ in their moods- I do that for ppl!! Not currently tho...
The only thing my studio will be good for this April is for my dogs sun bathing . 🖤🙏🏼🖤
See you in May my wonderful clients 😘😘