01/22/2026
My inner child and I have reconnected once again, and I'm discovering new facets of this painting each time I see it. I intentionally depicted the red-headed stepchild as a reflection of my earliest memories, feeling like I was a burden to my mother, who was trying to make her load easier. The hearts on her dress symbolize love and nurturing, while her open arms convey a desire for connection and comfort. The curly, messy hair represents the complexity of emotions I've navigated. The absence of hands suggests a sense of powerlessness, but also invites self-reflection. Interestingly, the blue eye forms a heart, much like the unique shape of my own pupil. The omission of a mouth may indicate a need to find my voice, which I've since developed, overcoming the shyness of my pre-teen years. I'm sure I have the original tucked away somewhere; perhaps I will find it, frame it, and display her in my home. She's come a long way, baby.