01/02/2026
Yesterday I promised PART 3 - yesterday had different plans for me‼️
NOW LET'S GET PERSONAL‼️
A CHRONICALLY FIT CHRISTMAS STORY | PART 3
Before the recent trip to the ER I was fighting to GET MY MOJO back. This month for several reasons I have been struggling emotional and physically.
I had a plan in place...2026 is going to be MY YEAR. I am getting my MOJO BACK.
Before the MRSA INFECTION in December. I was ROCKING OUT on THE TOTAL GYM. I was getting stronger. I was on a COME BACK.
(SIDE NOTE - THE TOTAL GYM is at the FABULOUS PRICE I got in at...if you are interested check it out, it is a limited time. Again I have no affiliation with the product, just LOVE IT and can't wait to back to my workouts. CHECK IT OUT HERE)
This week the MOJO plan was MENTAL HEALTH. Completely honesty, I have a LONG list of positives in my life and I have a LONG list of negatives that have made my 'moderately' severe depressed. The MOJO plan involved an hour mental breakdown of tears in front of 2 of 3 kids (One is in Florida and told her MOMMA will cry in front of her when she returns).
It was hard for me to open up, it broke my heart. But I am human and I need help to get strong again. They won't know what I need unless I am honest and ask for help.
If MOM gets her MOJO back - she BATTLES the depression, she BATTLES the ADDISON'S. Mom's MOJO back means everyone's life is less stressed.
I booked nail appointments, very important eye brow wax, followed up with CARDIOLOGIST, hair colour booked, went ANTIQUE shopping and got this girl a few SNAZZY vintage pieces.
MOJO PLAN - be in shape by summer, look FAB, feel FAB and putting on my new little vintage dress and kids can take me for lunch.
I laid awake the other night. I honestly believe I was born in the wrong ERA. I am fascinated by MARILYN MUNROE and AUDREY HEPBURN. My grandmother is my soulmate. I idolize her style of her time. I need these ladies MOJO's.
I thought of a ring I have.
You may not know my first husband was killed on June 16, 2000. We were married 9 months, 5 days. I was 8 weeks pregnant. That morning I had to call my family "DEREK is dead and I am pregnant."
This devastating tragedy gave me immeasurable gifts. I learned to fight for life. I learned to fight for life when I didn't want to live. If I can survive that fight. I can survive anything.
I had a SPOON. My husband's baby spoon. I fed our son with it and I fed my twin daughters with it.
A few years ago I need my MOJO back. I had a friend make me a ring from the spoon. I was on a journey on finding my strength to leave an 18 year emotional abusive marriage. I needed my MOJO back. I needed to be reminded of my self worth.
Wearing this ring reminds me every time I look at it...WHO I REALLY AM‼️
As I laid awake fighting my mental health, trying to be inspired by these STELLAR women I made a commitment to myself. FULL COMMITMENT.
I decided to wear RINGS on my 'wedding finger'. Rings I find inspiring. Every time I look at time it reminds me of MY COMMITMENT TO ME. I deserve to FEEL GOOD.
I deserve to be ME‼️
2026 I am getting my MOJO BACK‼️
Stay tuned for Mondays update. This weekend I rest and recover. Monday the MOJO plan takes the next steps. Monday is a special day I want to share with you.