The Unfockening

10/30/2025

I’ve tried this - I call it the zombie effect - it’s a first call for neuropathic pain and never worked

09/06/2025

It’s so much more than just a headache

07/26/2025

Our health care system is like the Click in high school

So my son who is never sick was down for five days - like wiped out

I took him in - his liver is inflamed so ya- the ER doc kept him and ran tests - the next morning - I was back at 7am - the er doc he had left, but the on call physician wouldn’t come see him

So they admitted him on paper, so he had to deal with his own doc - except his doc has been on holidays - so he got the fill in doc - who discharged him - fml

I will be taking him to the city today because he’s still down and I’m Not in the mood for the bait and switch game and really tired of the treat em and street them game !

This a 19 year old boy they are playing with who is never sick …. Ya think they would pay attention …

07/26/2025

07/22/2025

In the land of surgeries - septoplasty turbine reduction deviated Septum repair has to be the most painful thing I’ve ever done - lay that on top of migraines and diabetes and you get the perfect storm …. Forget trying to talk to your surgeon after - theyre on holidays

I’m pretty patient, and I’ve had the eyerolls and degrating from my migraines for years - like i chose it - everything impossible can holistically - but it you are ever tagged a drug seeker - (despite your allergies to nsaids and tylenol and no options - ) n who wouldn’t be after your face is cut up - you are so screwed - guess I shoulda got the Percocet or oxy as prescribed and popped it like m&m s - what was i thinking trying to do it with help - then i get offered gravol and fluids - yep that’s going to help - I just shake my head

So as I understand it, you get plowed with prescribed meds for a year, then you get mad so you self refer yourself to an ent - you get surgery cause ( oops your nose is broken ) and they’ve been medicating bone for sinus infections - not a thing - and your the one that gets in s**t - yep sounds fair

U think if doctors are allowed to make degrading comments or accusations - patients should get to too

Heres a thot - in a migraine flare - we would lick a gophers ass n not fight if we were told it worked - we are at the point we are physically emotinally and spiritually exhausted -

07/22/2025

I haven’t posted here for awhile - but I’m going into a different field now, and this will be my priority ..,

So here’s my Gaslit story of the day -

Take a Hemiplegic Migraine add septoplasty a turbine reduction and sinus surgery - diabetes - add in glands swollen in your neck - you cant swallow and before you get help, and actually show them - the day after you get amoxicilla that its getting worse - or say what you think is wrong - you sit thru a lecture - you listen and process - because you have to - love these degrading chats - like after havung my body s**t kicked for 15 years - I know nothing - I was the crash test dummy for the king of prescriptions years ago - the Treat em and street them era is annoying -

I’ve said it before ill say it again - you are your own advocate and defence - you know what works and you know what doesn’t - sometimes the pain is so high you just say okay to whatever - I get that - cause even a lil help is better than none.

I love the Branding I do - I’m
Still trying to make sense out of why my refusal to take percocet or oycodone or suboxone - is actually and attack on my management of pain - I can pop pills I was prescribed - 5mg every 4 hours - or fight as hard as I can for days and just take 5 mg instead - im doing the math here - because id rather throw up - hit walls - hit the floor - and suffer - than deal with the judgement most days

Honestly most people just dont have the energy to even fight - they are exhausted emotionally mentally physically from the multiple times they have been gaslight, or put up with the eyerolls or the branding - you cant give up - silence is not safe -

A car has 4 tires - here I’ll give you two run on that - hey why you keep coming back for two more tires ? Maybe I shoulda gave you four to run on to begin with. Or listened.

So as i start to release my years of journals just know, if no one is helping you - trust me I get it - you are weeks away from seeing your doctor - and months from a specialist… or surgery ….been there - our healthcare System is a s**tshow - my Doc is exhausted and i appreciateall he does - but the system is a black hole - don’t lose hope don’t give up - you just gotta fight better, smarter not harder and you will find someone who will listen - someday - I miss the days when you could call and talk to them - now it’s like your trying to personally talk to God 🤦‍♀️

So although I appreciate the third neck how about we don’t play with an infection - not this week 😂