03/04/2026
So much has happened in the last week.
I feel such strength and a new lightness in my body.
I still brace myself for uncertainty, but i am learning new skills of self regulation as someone that struggles with many things cognitive related. being autistic, i see the world in a very introspective manner where i exist and the rest of the world is my stage.
To live a life of curative and facade. To mask.
For a long time i struggled with my social skills. I was very maladaptive. I struggled with my grades in elementary. Every day was a challenge that i didn't back down from. So i found pride in my abilities to learn in my own unique way.
I share all this as a person that has braved through life.
I am getting used to the idea that it really does come back to you, and in the best of ways.
I feel a certain type of lightness today and energy that is activated and beaming.
I feel spring in my bones today. It is warm and pulsates out from my heart center.
I look forward to better days and all blessings and challenges that come our way.
I decided i needed to do some spring shopping and bought a new sweater and pare of jeans. They fit like a glove. I am in love with them.
So anyway, i hope i made sense. K bye ♡
