30/03/2022
STORY TIME: From anxious engineer to abundant entrepreneur
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I love making money. I love saving the world. I love seeing humans ignite & rise. But I also love just chilling and vibing with spirits (special shoutout to the Cacao Spirit ♡︎)
Considering the latter, you may be surprised to hear I come from a super secular background. At the age of 30, I was still convinced science had the ultimate answer and that the spirit world was made up by Hollywood script writers 😅 I worked as a web developer in Paris, completely in French which is my 5th language.
I should have been happy. But as you can guess… I felt empty inside.
I remember calling my mum after a workday, completely drained despite the sunny summer night, asking if this was… it? Yes, she replied. Welcome to adulthood.
During my studies, I suffered from anxiety and panic attacks. I was convinced I was gonna d1e twice.
Icing on the cake: I met a karmic connection that threw me in the deep end of the spiritual swimming pool and had me re-evaluate everything I thought to be true. It forced me to drop the BS and love myself unconditionally to survive the pain.
In hindsight, I’m grateful for those experiences as I see how they were initiations, rites of passage, though I didn’t get it at the time.
As a bandaid, I got obsessed with spiritual practices and started visualizing myself teaching yoga on a tropical beach. That dream surprised me – never had I imagined myself working with anything outside of the matrix. I also felt a sudden deep desire to go to Costa Rica and started talking about it as if it had already happened (in the quantum field, it had).
One night, in May 2018, I got an email notification saying “the first person signing up on this link will win a free yoga teacher training in Costa Rica”. I didn’t think – I acted instinctively. Only to regret it later – obviously, there’s no such thing as a free yoga teacher training in Costa Rica..! That sounded too good to be true.
Turns out too good to be true was my new normal. Fast forward a couple weeks and I was teaching that yoga class on a tropical beach. And life would never be the same again
To be continued ✨
