Cerys xo

20/11/2022

Not a good photo but it will do.
Where have I been? Well… simple terms. I have been extremely poorly!
I also have braces now btw. Crazy!!!
I have had a surgery which involved my liver. Which if you didn’t know. I had liver failure in 2019. I had been experiencing pain and discomfort. They wanted to check if my liver was the reason I am still suffering from low platelets. But. Nope. Again. Now answers. After I recovered from this surgery. I became extremely ill from my stump (my amputated leg). I rang my dad in tears as I could move from the kitchen. He came immediately and we took my prosthetic off as I was screaming in pain. I spent the rest of the day sleeping. And the next day made my way to college. Just like normal. With my prosthetic on….
My dad dropped me off and I walked up to the door. Got to the college door. And I basically collapsed. It was awful. Me and my dad ended up going to A&E and was there for hours. I had an X-ray which showed that everything was ‘okay’. And I got sent home. The pain was excruciating and we contacted my oncology (cancer) doctor who booked an MRI so quickly. I went with my step-mum and we where there for hours. I left the MRI scanner and was on my own and told that they have found something. My mind immediately went to cancer. That I had relapsed. That I was back to where I fought so hard to get out of. I had an ultrasound which confirmed that I had two balls of fluid at the front of my leg. I was also told that my sciatic nerve has grown out at the top like a cauliflower. Which it isn’t suppose to. A few weeks ago I saw a plastic surgeon and the surgeon who did my amputation originally who informed me that I need to have surgery. My 10th surgery. A warning for the next part as I talk about what they are going to do.
They are going to reopen my scar. Drain the fluid. And potentially look at my nerve through the front and try to fix it. They may need to go through the back of my leg. They will need to grind the bone down by a few mm. and the stitch me back up.
I cannot wear my prosthetic currently and could potentially not for a while. I can’t wait for this to end. The journey never stops!

08/08/2022

Cancer does not define me 🎗🌻
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26/05/2022

It’s hard adjusting to life after cancer. Wishing you where “normal” again but it not being possible. I miss doing the things I love like running. Hopefully I’ll be able to one day 🎗🎗

26/04/2022

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Hello everyone hope you are all well and I will see you in the next video xSocials-Instagram- _cerysdavies_Facebook- Cerys xo Email- Cerys290305@outlook.com

09/04/2022

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09/04/2022

“She looks so special” What does that even mean?
Yesterday I was out walking my dog. A usual thing I do. I was alone with one headphone is. I was doing some training with her on her lead. Then came across a man and women walking in front of me. The man turned round and looked at me then turned to the women and said “look at her in the wheelchair behind us” she turned and stared at me. Turned back to the man and said “She looks so special”. They continued to giggle to each other and kept staring at me. A child. They said this about a child. Two grown adults saying this about a child. When did this become okay. So what if I’m in a wheelchair. I’m still human. I was doing a normal activity for a lot of people. But unfortunately this is a regular occurrence. It shouldn’t be. I should be able to have the freedom to walk my dog and not worry about comments like that. I should be able to leave my house and not get comments. But I do. And it isn’t just me. This happens way to often. This is not okay.
Today I did extra makeup. I did the butterflies (as seen in the photo). People stared at me in town. But I didn’t care. People should be able to be who they are without comments or being judged. But unfortunately that’s not the case.
Last night did annoy me a lot as I was just out with my dog. Having time to clear my head. Having comments like that is not okay. But I think we all should just not care about what anyone else thinks about us. We should just be us. Express yourself how you want. And today I wanted to express myself with butterfly makeup. So I did. And I don’t give a f*ck what anyone else thinks ❤️

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29/03/2022

If you didn’t know. ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!! Thank you to everyone who wished me happy birthday, gave me a card, present or even came to see me. I appreciate it so much. It has truly been an amazing day. Big 17 now!!! Woooo 🎉

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11/03/2022

Can’t wait for it to be in the shops!! This is such an exciting thing that I’ve been keeping quiet about. Thank you Dr.PAWPAW for letting me be apart of this. It’s been amazing I cannot wait for it to be in the shops ❤️

26/02/2022

We are only here once. May as well make the most of it. Who knows what going to happen tomorrow 💔

03/02/2022

Hiding my feelings became the normal. Not to show that I was upset was my top priority whilst grieving. Never let anyone see me weak or even so crying. It’s not a healthy way to deal with it. I’m aware of it now. But wasn’t then. I was so unhappy. I felt alone. I was struggling everyday. Some days I couldn’t deal with it. I didn’t want to face the world. Grieving is so difficult but having a good support system around you is key. I didn’t. Truth is I am still grieving now. It never goes. You just learn to live with it. The difference is now I have an amazing support system. Some days I still don’t wanna face the world. But it’s a slightly rare occasion now. There’s no time limit on grief. I’ve learnt that. I just wish I had the support system I have now from the start ❤️
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27/01/2022

Last night I woke up feeling horrendous. I felt sick, I was in so much pain, crying and had a temperature. Today I’ve been in bed with a hot water bottle, some morphine (which is awesome) and Netflix. As well as my dad with me (even at 5 o’clock in the morning) looking after me.
When you finish treatment everyone thinks that your all better. Truth is cancer never stops. Every little thing you worry about. You have the constant stress. Cancer never leaves. chemotherapy affects every single part of your body. FOREVER. The worrying and stress never stops. The forever getting different illness, pains, aches never stops. I just wish I could have a break from all of this. But that’s not possible so you have to just take life one step at a time ❤️

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24/01/2022

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