25/03/2024
Injury and Gratitude
So a couple of weeks ago, I couldn't walk. Crippling pain down my shin and unable to come into any kind of Dorsi Flexion led me to a painful consultation with the wonderful Jess at and a subsequent three hour wait in Minor Injuries, only to be told to go home, rest, not PT and that I had tendonitis.
Fast forward to today. A lot of pain, a doctors visit, an X-Ray and a fragment of bone floating around in the bottom of my tibia....a confirmed stress fracture.
With no trauma or apparent reason for it, I was so frustrated, and in a lot of pain!
I'm not great at resting, but rest I must. No wonderful walks to work in the morning, limited movement and loading through the lower body.
I HAVE to take the weight off.
There's been a lot of tears and frustrations, but I'm never someone who will stay in that place for too long.
So I've focused more on what I CAN do.
I can still lift....hellooooo more upper body and abs.
I can swim.....I made it to the pool four times last week, and have found it deeply calming and meditative. What an opportunity to get better at something new!
I can bike....albeit slowly, it's still movement.
I can rest....this is a lesson, and one I need to learn. There are times to take the weight off and one of them is now!
I can surround myself with amazingly supportive people who lift and inspire me, who I can ask for help, eat cake with, cuddle and watch TV.
I can nourish myself with good food....enough protein, fruits, veggies, limited processed food and more importantly....enough calories! Now is not the time to think about dieting despite my lack of activity.
And finally, I can be patient. To experience the highs, you have to ride out the lows. This is temporary. It won't define me, and in a few months it will all be a memory.
So I'm grateful for my body that WILL recover, and everything that it still can do.
That's pretty cool.
So here I am, with my moon boot, trying to learn the lessons that life keeps wanting to teach me.....so bring it on!