31/12/2025
2025! It broke me, I felt a huge shift physically and mentally. Honestly after that pain management appointment, I did think "What is the point". I basically retired from working at 39 year's old.
I pleaded for treatment that was being withheld because I wasn't in compression. That is because my pain levels can't tolerate the yellow line stocking most day's, stuff having a compression wrap/stocking or bandage on. But because I refused to give up I got that treatment and guess what... It's working.
2026 I'm going to gently shuffle into it and my main goal is to focus on healing, or getting the pain and wounds to a place where it's more tolerable. I will be able to use my energy/spoons on thing's that are important to me.
So fck you 2025 π thanks for the lessons but jeez I am knackered π€£
I'll be enjoying tonight with my favourite men (husband and Dog) enjoying a few drinks and playing games in my comfy clothes. I'll scoff cheese - protein for the wounds π and spend tomorrow sore and on bedrest but I know I'll have a laugh.
I hope however you're spending tonight it's a safe, content evening.
Happy New Year everyone β¨οΈ π