25/12/2025
Merry Christmas everyone 💯❤️🎅🏻🎄
Can’t wait for this new year to come in 2025 has been a rocky one!! 12 months ago I felt physically an mentally unstoppable!’ or so I thought!! These last few months after my operation failed then ligaments went in my same foot I’ve been fkn all over the place my brain has been treating me real bad, at times really bad tho, I went to Egypt to try an get myself back in the positive place, an end up worse had the holiday from hell literally 🤯 but I need to fix up, I’ve gut in t loads of support round me, I’ve just been ignorant an resentful, sorry to who ever I’ve pushed away lately but mental health is mental health! I hide my fears through anger and ignorance, me feeling anxious ends up with me either blanking everyone or looking to blame someone or everyone for me not showing up for myself, the last 5 years I’ve put so much in!! To myself and others but lately with this t**t of an injury!! I’ve totally lost faith, exercise is a must!! I’ve been feeling like this for 6 months or so now, I know wat I’ve gotta do!! 🙏🏻💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻💫✨💫✨❤️🏆 testingtimes
