Shamaness Olivia Zafar

09/11/2025

A vulnerable share today, in no way is this video for pitty but my wish to find others who may relate, or raise awareness that war affects the whole family tree.

I honour those lost in war, and healing from war through healing myself, through imagining a brighter future & fighting for freedom to live in a free world!

I remember them.

09/11/2025

This year remembrance Sunday hits so much harder than the others I’ve experienced. I woke up to a flood of tears before I even realised the day.

As a child of a war vet, and my husband the child of a boy who had to flee his home from war.

The grief I feel today, as we stand on the precipice of the unknown in this world, is cellular; it brings up many deep rooted feelings.

I remember, yet I was not there.

Because I still live it, PTSD is the memory that goes on and rips through your family lines, it seperates, it divides, it creates unsafety, within, the war still lives on at home, in your mind, in your dna.

War isn’t just a memory, it’s a legacy of trauma.

This picture of me in my dad’s army hat on VE Day is so symbolic, I’ve been cleaning up the pieces of the impact of war and trauma ever since, watching how it affects someone going through what they did is not easy.

I remember that men, women, animals have been pawns of violence for too long, that their lives disposable for what, I remember that war is a rich man’s game.

I remember because my body remembers before I do & I hope today that others will join me in remembering that war does nothing but tear us apart, for the people who died for duty, I like to think the biggest way in honouring them now would be fighting for peace now.

I fight, with love, I fight with peace for my bloodline that they may never suffer the impacts of war.

I heal for them, I heal for my bloodline.

I remember

19/10/2025

⚕️Activation Health Prayer Sigil ⚕️

This is a powerful sigil I created for those who are enduring a health journey.

This sigil infuses codes of cellular healing into your body, mind and emotions with the powerful & enduring Oxen Spirit Animal & Arc Angel Raphael🐂⚕️

To activate this sigil in your being

Say this aloud whilst gazing at the imagery. 🗣️

“ I call upon the powerful medicine and intervention of the Oxen spirit, I ask you beloved spirit guide to merge with me so I too can carry the courage, strength and resilience in weathering the storms of my life.

When my body feels weary, give me the strength physically, mentally & spiritually to rise & begin a new day of unwavering faith, in that which I cannot see.

I banish all spirits of fear and anxiety from my space & consciousness- leave me now, and I replace them with the spirits of love and blessings on my journey.

Spirit, Infuse me with the frequency of divine healing, recovery and restoration into my cells, organs & the core of my being. Lift me high above the Maya & Grant me the stamina and endurance that my body needs & increase it ten fold.

I unite into the arms of the creator, & call upon arc Angel Raphael, Raphael grant me the healing of your caduceus sceptor into all places that my body needs now.

I trust that vitality, health and wellness is now mine, I receive and Thankyou powerful guides for walking with me on this path & the potent spirit medicine you offer me now, with grace and compassion so be it.”

And so it is! It is done

Wishing you recovery blessings, repeat as much as you need knowing the prayers infused in this activation is always working with you ⚕️



Do you recieve this activation?

Drop a❤️‍🔥 in the comments to receive & tag those who may need this medicine! ❤️‍🔥

21/09/2025

The Pearl - Shamaness Olivia Zafar

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15/09/2025

My medicine is that I am both.

Many of us women really fear our inner darkness, the part of us that’s the inner bitch.

We spend most of our lives striving for puritan good girl behaviour pleasing everyone but ourselves whilst ignoring our inner bitch, yet she will call again and again until you reclaim her.

She appears when you people please too much, when you can’t say NO!!!

the frustration you feel when you abandon yourself for another time and time again!!

When you hold back the long overdue words that want to be expressed but you swallow them down to keep the peace!

She boils up & up with nowhere to go, she inflames your body with no outlet: if you let her out will you be a bad girl? Will your fire you’ve bottled up so long be too much, cause eruptions & forest fires?

Is it any coincidence that we’ve been sold this lie that holiness is passiveness? Women don’t get angry, outspoken or brash. The sinner and saint archetype runs deep within our psyche.

That we should not be loud mouthed, expressed, and enraged from time to time. We know deep down if we let her out people will try to put her back away again; mirroring their own uncomfortable relationship with their own darkness.

If you can feel the flame in your heart, your womb and your throat burning in these times.

It’s time to let the bitch come out, she will teach you about boundaries and sheer truth in the moment.

When fire is holy it is true, it is controlled, it is heat that warms.

When it is uncontrolled it is a wildfire, a woman who torches the earth & burns.

Your flame is calling, she is your birth right, to claim her is to allow her to be witnessed within you. She is your power, your strength your fortitude.

14/09/2025

Nobody tells you that when you set out on your devotional path of healing the many dimensions of your being, you will be met with grief when it’s your time to own your journey, your gifts and set out to tell your story.

There’s an intensity to how large it can feel, daunting, and after spending many years in the darkness stepping out into the sun can feel like heat radiation.

I’m wobbling, I’m procrastinating. Putting things off because my soul knows there is no going back when I step forward. Life changes for good, put out there for more eyes, more judgment. Theres a fear in being celebrated, more eyes on you, and being vulnerable again.

I don’t fear being rejected as it’s been my biggest teacher, but I fear losing myself again.

We must trust in these times, that our devotional path to god, to our truth only leads us forward and upward, it’s impossible to devolve, we cannot go back but can only revisit the lessons again and again until it’s ready to be transmuted.

I’m proud of all I’ve done, I’ve become and becoming and my biggest wish as I begin a new cycle, is that my growth is the fertiliser for another’s.

For we are all unique and exceptional in gods eyes, may we never forget.

30/08/2025

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28/07/2025

We’ve had the most perfect day choosing our anniversary flowers together at a stunning local flower farm.

Imagine Butterfly’s and bees buzzing all around you and beauty at every turn! 🐝🌸🌼

We opted for no gifts or cards this year but to do something that celebrates and reflects the beauty of the soul and union. 💐