14/11/2025
Before the Quiet Comes
Before the quiet comes,
the mind stirs like wind tossed water
thoughts rushing, tumbling,
foam tipped and frantic,
all urgency and echo.
Unfinished moments from yesterday
creep back in the dark,
sitting heavy in corners,
growing shadows on the walls
where rest should be.
They fester, whisper,
stretch themselves larger than truth,
feeding the early hour silence
with their fevered chatter.
I lie awake in the thin light
before dawn remembers its name,
feeling the weight of what is unresolved,
how it presses on mood,
on breath,
on the soft animal of the heart.
Then, gently,
I recognise the swirl.
Not fighting,
not falling,
just noticing.
Awareness enters like a lantern,
steady handed,
a quiet friend arriving
to sit beside the storm.
I breathe.
Slow.
Deep.
Present.
Watching thoughts roll through
like weather I no longer fear.
Clouds pass when given sky.
And in this mindful settling,
the mind softens,
the waters clear,
the pulse steadies.
What felt endless
is already loosening its grip.
What felt permanent
is already changing shape.
This will pass,
as all storms do,
and in its leaving
I remember
that calm was never gone,
only waiting
to be noticed again.
By James Osben