10/07/2020
Today is 2 whole years without you in our lives my beautiful boy, 2 years since I held you whilst your left us, 2 years since I could look into those beautiful eyes seeing the love you had for everyone, time is not a great healer π, it feels a lifetime π.
There is not a second that goes by I donβt think about you, not a second where my body does not ache that your not here with us all, cuddling your brothers & sister.
We talk about you every single day, your house is filled with you, your room with your clothes in it, your shoes all the precious memories ππ¦.
Your brothers miss you more than youβll ever know such a massive hole in our lives ###xx
Iβm so sorry I failed you as a mummy, I couldnβt keep you safe from this monster π, but I fought & fought hard baby boy, until you decided it was enough π NOT me π.
I will always search for you, search for that smell, search for the coldness I feel when your there, the beautiful butterflies that signify you ###
Please if you have a moment tell me your favourite memory about my beautiful boy, I love to hear about Luke, I love to speak Lukes name always & if you have time light a candle tonight & think of that memory ###x
He was born @ 6.37pm ###x in a snow storm & left this world @ 5.25am in a heatwave π.
Thank you to my amazing mum & dad for always being there no matter what & to my beautiful friends that have stuck with me even when I cry ###xx
I love you all ###
My beautiful children πππππ, My World xx
βIf Love Could Have Saved You, You Would Have Lived Foreverβ ###
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