23/12/2019
Dear Ram Dass, I am so grateful for your presence in this world. You have taught me what love truly means, transformed my relationships and my life. I could listen to your voice all day. Sometimes I do. Your humour, your profound transmissions of love, your deep understandings of what it means to be here in this life finding our divinity in our delicious messy humanity rather than trying to transcend it. Last week I was meditating on divine mother energy and this rage rose up in me about the contrast - what I perceived as the absence of divine father energy. Rage at all the emotionally unavailable men I’ve chosen to be in intimate relationship with, rage at the absence of strong loving masculine energy to guide our young men. Where is the divine masculine? I asked. Instantly, there you were in my meditation, in my heart. Your presence; what you embody right there with me, full of love. It has stayed with me as a particular frequency ever since. I remember seeing how frail you looked in Going Home and I got scared that you were going to die and I would never have met you. I was scared of losing you when I feel such great love for you. And then your teachings on death began to quietly transform my fears about death. Waking up today to discover that you have died I find my heart in pure gratitude and celebration. I celebrate your life, I celebrate your soul’s return home. You beautiful incredible man. You beautiful incredible soul. Thank you for your devotion to your path, thank you for sharing your heart so generously. Thank you to the Love Serve Remember Foundation for sharing your teachings so generously. I feel a profound transmission of love in your death, I feel the light and the love that is more available to us because of you. It seems fitting that you chose to leave this earth on the day the light returns. “When we see the Beloved in each person, it’s like walking through a garden, watching flowers bloom all around us.” Thank you. 💚🙏🏻💚 Photo