21/12/2025
Unfortunately as I evolve , I have to leave people and things that no longer serves me behind...As a seer I trust the good in people, I trust that everyone is as clear thinking as I am, and honest to a fault even if it hurts...this is not so.
When you have dealt with your demons for many years and accept the shaddow side of yourself,and get to removing the negative thought patterns, connecting with my inner core and its connections to the life force in side us all.
People hide, they hide their demons, and they believe their own lies, and they will do anything to protect them.
As a shamanic healer, I help people to open their truth i help them see and feel their blockages, the past that is still affecting them and is making them sick, I honor all of them, even the parts that feel shameful , we release these parts together and I support them thru.
I know my role in my professional and spiritual capacity.
But I do find it so hard to walk amongst the heavily unhealed who hide behind ego,masks of self importance...healing is a constant, we are never truly healed on every timeline, its a constant learning .
I forget not everyone is brutally honest,not everyone is growing ,unfurling and blossoming , not everyone cares so deeply about community or how others feel constantly.
I'm so grateful for the awakening of my soul at an early age, im grateful to see beyond veils , to see the true energy of others.
But its very sad to see people who are people pleasers, who want to suppress that god power with me, they forget...I see them as they are, I see their fear, I see their pretence to be something that people will love, but is not really them , i see them trying to control each other, their environments their reputations, without living by their hearts and souls...and this time of year, i see them clearer than they see themselves.
Blessed yule, remember to embrace this period of rest, celebrate all that you are, if you know who you are , if you dont seek...the tears will be worth it...the release cleansing, the ridding of excess crap physically mentally emotionally, then the quiet rumbling of remembrance of who you really are alone and powerful in " self" to Achieve what you want for you...not what will make you look good behind a mask ###xx❤️