16/08/2023
Listening to this song and think it encapsulates what it's like living with undiagnosed ADHD & the silent struggles.
I have felt this sense of drowning most of my life which increased exponentially since having kids.
Since finding out I am neurodiverse, being diagnosed and finally getting (and accepting) the help I needed all along, the feeling of drowning has pretty much gone. I won't lie - it rears its ugly head every now and again when I am at capacity, overwhelmed, and under-resourced - but knowing WHY I am feeling like I'm drowning makes a massive difference.
Weirdly my favourite place is under the sea swimming with sharks.
Under the Water (Deep Dish mix) Lyrics
I can't breathe here anymore
It's been like that for a while
Ev'rything seems strange to me
I feel like a newborn child
And I know I don't belong down here
I guess it's always been the same
I wish I would't have to fear
Under the water, under the water
Ou,you left me drowning
Under the water, under the water,oh, you left me drowning
I tried to grow a mermaids tale
'caus here's a lot of danger
The grey big sharks with long sharp teeth
Would love to catch a stranger
Under the water, under the water
Uo, you left me drowning
Under the water, under the water
Ou, you left me drowning
Can't you see, can't't you see
That I was left to drown
That I was left to drown
Can't you see, can't you see
That I went deep down under
Can't you see, can't you see
That I am deep down under
That I was left to drown, left to drown, left to drown
Can't you see, can't you see
That I am deep down under
I am deep down under
Can't you see