01/02/2024
Growing up I always had this fear of stepping on stage or just showcasing my talent or being a centre of attraction to people around me .
That fearness was eating me up from inside , I always wanted to do something out of the box
But I would hold myself back , just out of the fear
Would people judge me or make fun of me
I still remember There would always be a fancy dress competitions or even a dance performance at school
At home they would dress me up the best
I would be excited as well 🤗
But stepping up on the stage and just a glimpse of the crowd there , I would go blank , my hands would start sweating and forget the steps and also speech which I spent hours rehearsing , just a quick vision of the mic 🎤 would skip a heartbeat 🫣
But today I am so proud of this on in the frame 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻, posing in the middle of church street with her confidence at peak
Now when I look back , I wish I would have 5% of confidence back then
I would have done so many things that I always wished too
Nevertheless past is past , I am happy that I am doing everything I ever wanted to do now
[ workout , diet , nutrition, weightloss, bodybuilding]
