01/03/2022
Pills-hundreds-colorful-life savers*
Why do we hold on to things from our past? Is it for a sense of security, out of fear, in case?, what if?. How do we beg, plead, beg, PRAY, worry, cry, face anxiety, depression, barter, contemplate, and live within our fears and doubts when through it all ....miracles overcome??
My son Cole, received his life saving kidney transplant July 2020...tonight, I realized I'd been holding on to all his dialysis pills....because....because I have been fearful we may need them again.. maybe our insurance wouldn't cover them, maybe he'll have blood pressure issues, maybe... maybe... just in case... I'll keep them close.. like baggage, filled with fear, disbelief.
That is NOT what our God tells us. That is not the belief that resides in my heart. I have been given a mind to trust, to obey, to believe. Faith, as small as a mustard seed is all I need. God has given us answers to our prayers. God has provided.
Looking at a ll of those pills from the past, places worry, doubt, fear...fear of where we've been, what he's come through... fear from the past. Gods word, and the love of our Father tells us, shows us, and leads us NOT to live in fear. We do not live in the past. Our Joy comes in the morning. Our God provides and removes fear, doubt, worry.
This we must remember! HE is in control.. not what we hold.
Destruction of those pills tonight symbolized leaving the past behind, along with the fear it held over me...worrying for my child.
I serve a mighty God. Nothing is promised, each day is new.. each day affords the opportunity to do great things, learn, love, and not take life for granted.
My time on this earth, will not be lived "worrying about the past"... for with each new day, my JOY comes in the morning ♡ from the Creator who made me...and you ❤YouJesus