Matthew Bartolo

20/01/2026

When you marry someone who is a director in a family business, you do not just marry a person. You marry a system.

It follows you to Sunday lunch. It sits at the table. It dominates the conversation. It decides the mood before dessert is served.
You are not officially part of the business, yet it shapes your relationship, your time, your partner’s stress levels, and often your future. You live close enough to feel the impact, but far enough to have no real voice.

Family lunches are rarely just family lunches.
What looks like casual conversation quickly turns into strategy, grievances, alliances, and power plays. Names are dropped. Decisions are half made. Frustrations are aired indirectly. Tensions simmer under polite smiles.

If you are not part of the business, you sit there listening, smiling, sensing what is happening but not fully understanding the context. You are expected to care, but not interrupt. To be supportive, but not opinionated. Present, but silent.
And if you ask a question, the room often changes.

There is a particular loneliness in being adjacent to a family business.
You hear things, but not everything. You are affected, but not consulted. You are expected to understand, but not challenge. You are emotionally involved, but structurally excluded.
Over time, this creates a quiet sense of displacement.

Conversations happen around you rather than with you. Decisions are made that affect your life without your input. Plans change because of business crises you had no warning about.

You are close enough to carry the weight, but too far to influence the direction.

At some point, the pressure appears. It might be subtle. You could help out a bit. You would be great in this role. It would make things easier if you joined.

Often, this is framed as an opportunity, but it rarely comes with clear boundaries, authority, or protection. You are invited into a system with long standing dynamics, unresolved conflicts, and unspoken rules that predate your relationship.
Saying yes can cost your autonomy. Saying no can cost your sense of belonging.

Either choice has consequences.

What is not processed in the boardroom comes home.
Irritability. Emotional withdrawal. Hyperfocus on work. Endless rumination about family conflicts. Sleep disturbances. A partner who is physically present but mentally elsewhere.

You may become the emotional container for stress you did not create and cannot fix. Offering support while watching your partner struggle between loyalty to family and responsibility to self, marriage, and future.

And yet, your own experience often goes unacknowledged.

Many partners quietly ask themselves the same question.

Where do I fit in all of this?

Not just in the business. In the family. In the long term. In decisions that will shape finances, location, lifestyle, and emotional wellbeing.
When this question is not addressed openly, resentment grows silently. Distance increases. Emotional intimacy erodes.
Not because there is no love. But because there is no space.

What Actually Helps
Healthy family business systems do not assume that spouses will adapt quietly.

They acknowledge that partners are stakeholders in real terms, even if not on paper. They create spaces where business talk does not dominate family time.

What is not processed in the boardroom comes home.
Irritability. Emotional withdrawal. Hyperfocus on work. Endless rumination about family conflicts. Sleep disturbances. A partner who is physically present but mentally elsewhere.

Most importantly, couples talk honestly about the cost of the business, not just its benefits.

Being married to someone in a family business requires emotional maturity, clear should never require self erasure.

Silence does not protect relationships. Avoidance does not create harmony. And loyalty should never require self erasure.
If the business depends on everyone else shrinking, it is not sustainable.

Not for the company. Not for the family. And not for the marriage. They set boundaries around what is discussed at the table. They respect a partner’s right to choose involvement or non involvement without punishment. They recognise that relational wellbeing is not secondary to commercial success.
Most importantly, couples talk honestly about the cost of the business, not just its benefits.

20/01/2026

Why Some Are Unsettled, Others Are Disturbed By Stormy Weather.

People respond quite differently on days the wind is strong and the sky appears turbulent. Some feel on edge. Their bodies tighten, their thoughts race and focus becomes increasingly difficult.

Others feel oddly soothed. They slow down, have a grounding effect, they do something reflective. The same storm. Inner lives altogether different.

And this distinction is unrelated to toughness or optimism or attitude. It is mostly a function of how the nervous system has been taught to perceive the threat, safety and meaning. At its core, stormy weather is something that feels like a sensory affair. Wind adds noise, unpredictability and movement. Light changes. Sounds carry differently. For a nervous system that is conditioned to uncertainty, those cues can come across as danger. Threat detection systems in the brain work to prioritize survival over logic. When things look ever more unpredictable, the body gets ready. Heart rate increases. Muscles brace. Attention narrows.

Anxiety is not a failure here. It is a protective response. Some people are more biologically sensitive to sensory input. Studies of nervous system reactivity suggest that people differ in how sensitive they are to environmental changes. Highly sensitive nervous systems sense changes much earlier and more quickly. In stable or creative environments, this can be a strong point; however, in a chaotic environment it may quickly slide into overstimulation. Wind, storms, sudden shifts in the weather and such, which serve up just the kind of input that will cause such systems to go into alert mode.

Past experience also matters. The brain does not react to weather alone. It responds to memory. If storms were once linked to fear, instability, loss or lack of safety, the body remembers even if the mind isn’t remembering. Emotional memory is retained in a different way than narrative memory. You might not remember a specific event, but your body remembers how it felt to feel overwhelmed, unprotected, or alone. A storm can quietly turn those patterns on. This is why some people have feelings of anxiety “for no reason” when the weather changes. The cause is, you see, here, and the reasons are in fact there, below the words.

On the flip side, some people see storms as soothing. For them, the same sensory cues communicate permission to slow down. Plans are cancelled. Expectations drop. The outside world is less of a push. Storms can offer containment. There is nowhere to rush to. Nothing to fix. Just weather doing what it does. For such individuals storms may be an embodiment of security, rest or reflection. Maybe they grew up feeling safe indoors as the weather raged outside. Maybe storms were times of family connection, quiet or flight from pressure. With time, the nervous system came to believe that chaos outside meant safety inside.

Meaning-making is central here. The brain is always asking one question. What does this mean for me? Two people can hear a wind and reply very differently. One hears threat. The other hears permission. It connects back to stress reactivity. When life is already overwhelming, it’s stormy weather that becomes the final straw. Emotional stress and environmental stress are not different for the nervous system. It adds them together. A person living under constant pressure may find storms unbearable not so much for the weather as for not even being forced to endure it, but their body’s systems, and their body is already running close to capacity.

That’s why reactions to weather change over the course of a lifetime. Someone might find storms, once a source of joy, a source of anxiety and sadness, a discomfiting feeling when they are drained, grieving, in need. The body recalibrates to the current load, not based on personality. None of these responses are right or wrong. They are adaptive. They are learned. And, above all, they are reversible. To realize how you’re responding to the weather can be a moment of self-awareness.”

Rather than asking, “What’s wrong with me? A better question would be, “What’s my nervous system reacting to right now?” Anxiousness in storms is not a sign of weakness. Storming calm is not superiority. Both are stories the body has been taught to tell. Stormy weather tears away illusion. It shows us how we regulate, how we work with uncertainty and how much pressure we’re already under. If you listen closely, your response to the storm may be conveying less information about the weather and more information about what you require. And that question can stretch outside, into the sky.

19/01/2026

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18/01/2026

Family Business Is Never Just Business.

Family businesses don’t fail because they struggle with bad strategy. They fail because the boardroom is quietly run by unresolved family dynamics. What sounds like a disagreement over money, positions, succession, or control is more often a recitation of childhood hurts. The boardroom transforms into the family living room. The seat of the CEO becomes the parent’s. The sibling rivalry, a need for approval, the fear of abandonment, recognition all rear their ugly heads in suits of business choices.

Childhood Roles Do Not Disappear. They Get Promoted. In family systems, children take on survival roles. The responsible one. The rebel. The peacemaker. The invisible one. Upon establishing the business, these roles do not reset. They scale. The eldest might overfunction, manage (and micromanage) only because, well, they learned that safety was responsibility. Another sibling could turn down a decision, challenge authority or become disengaged altogether, regurgitating an earlier battle for independence. Someone else may try and avoid a conflict at all costs to keep the peace while resentment gradually rises inside. The problem is not competence. It is history.

Authority Triggers Old Power Wounds. In companies with no family members, authority is contractual. Authority in family firms is emotional. A parent founder who can't pull out is rarely defending a business. They’re more often protecting identity, relevance or fears about obsolescence, which are not always resolved. This is the kind of thing that adult kids do when they’re fighting for decision making power, and it has very rarely been about growth: not only are they not chasing the growth, they are fighting for recognition that they were never given. Every unspoken sentence sounds like this beneath the surface. You never saw me. You never trusted me. I am still not enough. I will not be controlled again.

When the Business Becomes the Battleground. Because those dynamics are seldom named, the business does the work of absorbing the damage. Decisions stall. Meetings become emotional affairs. Clear governance is avoided. Roles are blurred. Accountability feels personal. Feedback is seen as a rejection. The conflict will explode or be completely quashed. Over time, the cost is high. Burnout increases. Talented non family staff leave. Innovation slows. The next generation either disengages or strikes in its own fights. The family relationship weakens with the balance sheet.

Loyalty Replaces Clarity and Destroys Both. There is a lot of conflation of loyalty and silence in family businesses. Avoid hard conversations to protect relationships, but the contrary occurs. What is not said becomes resentment. What is not structured becomes a power struggle. What isn't professionalised is personalised to something personal. Good boundaries don't destroy families. Lack of boundaries does.
What Actually Helps. Family businesses that succeed do a few of the things differently. But it makes a clear distinction between family roles and business roles. They add governance models that limit emotional decision making. They enable outside voices to push back on trends that insiders struggle to see. They tackle psychological dynamics head-on instead of pretending professionalism in and of itself will address them. They understand that business wellbeing cannot be separated from family wellbeing. More crucially, they quit pretending the past does not matter.

The Hard Truth. You cannot heal childhood wounds by signing shareholder agreements. You cannot use financial spreadsheets to solve emotional dynamics. And you don’t build a healthy business on unexamined family patterns. The boardroom does not create the conflict. It reveals it. Families that are prepared to face this truthfully don’t merely protect the business. They allow themselves to heal relationships that were never supposed to be made through conflict in the name of profit, power and position. Here is where true sustainability starts.

16/01/2026

Just wrapped a great episode with Ediana, Matthew, and Karl — and it’s officially live!

So much value, honesty, and shared experience in one conversation.
Go give it a listen!

16/01/2026

Say hello to Matthew Bartolo — one of the guests on our latest podcast episode.

He brought great energy and practical insight to the discussion.
The episode is now live — go check it out!

16/01/2026

A lot of the leaders I coach ask me how I manage to read daily. I listen to my books whilst training. Audible is the app I use as it lets me keep all my books in an online library, to be able to revisit and relisten later. Seems like 2025 I managed almost 45 mins daily. It's not 52 books as I don't see this as a competition. Reading, for me, is about understanding, change and progress.

14/01/2026

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13/01/2026

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13/01/2026