29/09/2023
Hola, my name is Arianne Croes and I would love to share with you how I became a Moon Cycle & Sensuality Mentor.
The journey of getting to know my body and myself after three wonderful pregnancies and beautiful kids has been amazing. Amazing how much can change. But as a mom, how do you feel sexy again after it all?
Kizensual is a name I created after finding my sensuality back while dancing kizomba. Being able to slow down and connect with the music with my breathing and movement with its sensual vibe changed my perspective on sensuality. I would flow for hours on my own and really be embodying my deepest sensual flow. Allowing myself to move my body in ways I always thought I couldn't because I was shaped and taught to be a perfect madonna.
I created what I called "The Creative Room" in the space our home, where I went in every day for 2 hours tops and gave myself what I knew I needed and my body was screaming for it. The journey of diving into my dark feminine energy started because I was struggling with being myself for years. This force of raw emotions, untamed desires, and primal power was hidden for so long, just because I had to be how my parents, families and environment educated me. This is where sacred rage, sensuality, and assertiveness find their expression. Unfortunately growing up in Aruba, these qualities have been historically stigmatized and silenced, leaving women disconnected from the whole of their true nature. embracing dark feminine energy.
I went in a big discovery of not just finding myself but also creating and loving the parts of me that I didn’t allow myself to love because of the conditioning that was giving to me through education while growing up. I used to suffer my period every month since I was 13 years old. While everybody was telling me that now I became a woman, I hated it.
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