27/11/2024
With everything going on for myself recently, I am reminded of who & what saved me.
I was agnostic, practically atheist for the majority of my life. I never saw myself believing in or worshipping any god(s). When I got my first tarot deck, I could feel the sparks of energy coming off of it; My physical being was affected by the other side. I got tired, dehydrated, headaches; Everything was both nerve wracking and affirming the more I practiced.
Very early on in my practice, I was introduced to information about Loki. With Loki’s q***r representation as being very genderq***r/fluid, & some even speculating him to be a trans man, it was with great excitement I invited him to show himself to me.
He is the Norse, shapeshifting God of Chaos & Evolution; both Mother & Father, Jötunn & God; the blood Brother of Óðinn.
Very quickly, my petition was affirmed & accepted.
There were signs everywhere I went, in most if not all of my interactions. There was a notable increase in the amount of chaos & laughter in my everyday antics. As if orchestrated by another being, I know now I felt the joyous energy of Loki.
I had unleashed a long, unending journey that would project my life to where I needed to be.
Over the course of the last four years, I have had many losses, but more growth than ever before. I am so incredibly thankful to Loki for showing me something to believe in; for guiding me towards a loving community, full of other q***r witches.
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I have found my place,
and now is the time:
I will continuously renounce
all that does not serve me,
does not serve my people.
I will continue to learn,
to grow, and to thrive;
although the journey
is incredibly difficult.
For as a Lokean,
I gain my strength
through that which
hurts me the most.
I am a whirlwind of chaos,
who is constantly evolving;
I am a bright, bellowing fire,
a passing moment in time;
I am boiling, scalding hot water,
who is remarkably untouchable;
I am a chasmic rift in the earth,
a disturbance of complacency.
Hagl Loki.
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