28/11/2023
4 things I wish I knew when I was overweight.
First off..
There was a point in time where people asked why I was so skinny.
(Swipe to see 19 year old me.. Man, it's embarrassing.)
I was on 100mg of ritalin per day.
It crushed my appetite.
Then when I got off my psych meds in my mid 20's..
Appetite came back in FULL FORCE.
And as I aged and began to get more into entrepreneurship, stress magnified.
My self soothing with
food magnified too.
I found myself slamming back ice cream bars, after my workout. Eating entire pizza's by myself.
I remember the reflux.
Using Tums almost daily.
I remember that bloated,
heavy feeling.
You don't want to move.
At the time I literally
could not see how big I got.
I look back and can see
what I call a "moon face".
Big swollen, puffy moonface staring back at me.
All I remember was my hats were so tight they would leave a headband
mark across my forehead & give me migraines.
I was so sluggish at times,
I would have to midday nap to function.
Telling people I was "on a call / in a meeting".
Yeah.
A meeting with my bed.
It was embarrassing..
Even now to share it, it feels that way.
1 - Energy.
I wish I knew how much more energy I could have had.
I think about it now, that I was carrying 40-50lbs "weighted vest"
of body fat.
For anyone who rucks or trains
with a weighted vest.
It's like wearing one ALL day.
And I wondered why I was
so tired all the time.
As an entrepreneur, time isn't your most precious asset.
It's ENERGY.
2 - Walking billboard.
At the time like I said,
I literally had not realized how big I got.
Because it happened gradually.
It's only when I look back, I SEE it.
But I do reflect and realize I was not helping myself or my business
aspirations. Knowing people would see me and to be honest..
Judge me.
(As superficial as that sounds, but often subconscious too)
Judge me on my knowledge.
On my habits.
Based on how I looked.
I am certain that had negative consequences for my business, sales and leadership skills.
I also avoided shooting videos/
being on camera because of it.
So there are periods of my life where it's like I didn't exist.
That just hits different now.
3 - MICROnutrients & quality nutrition.
I wish I knew there was more to fitness or getting 'jacked',
than macros and calories.
Because my diet was
pretty damn processed..
It definitely meant I was missing nutrients.
So I felt anxious. Sluggish.
I got colds/flus a LOT.
I just didn't know (as obvious as it seems now)
That my food choices were affecting more than just body fat.
Biofeedback.
Like mood, cravings, energy, sleep, libido, digestion etc.
4 - Skin.
At times my skin was terrible.
Acne and a lot of redness.
A ton of puffiness around my eyes.
Highschool was brutal for me because I was so self-conscious about my skin.
Anyone who struggled with that KNOWS, how bad it can get.
With my diet being so 'clean' now..
My skin is so clear.
And people often think
I am in my early 30s.
Not 39, heading into my 40s.
So many things I did not know.
And I share this in the hope that if you are in that place I was..
To use it to take massive action.
To see you have a lot of untapped potential.
So many positive things
you can experience.
Life can feel SO much better.
And even though I had gone through both ends of the spectrum/
Being skinny then fat.
It taught me so much.
A level of awareness and
emotional IQ.
Stack a win today.
Wherever you are at,
start or keep going.
It won't change in a day.
But doing a couple of good things today,
Each day.
Over and over.
Can change everything.
You are capable of massive change.
I know first hand.
And I see people do it daily.
Get around people who SEE the potential in you..
And challenge you to go after it.
Those are your people.