26/07/2022
Some days I feel like a real spiritual growth gangster, and some days I feel like a hot mess. 😎🥵
I used to think that being on a spiritual journey, growing as a person, growing out of your old destructive ways, had to look perfect. My expectation was that somehow I would get my life together ASAP, and somehow, my life would be all rainbows, butterflies and unicorns. 🌈🦋🦄
Oh boy was I wrong! So wrong!I was so incredibly ashamed of how ugle my growth could look like someday, that I would hide and curl up in my bed thinking “something must be completely wrong with me”. AND I was even more ashamed of how slow my transformation was. 🌌
Today I am here to remind you, from the most tender and loving place of my heart:
You are completely normal and it is SUPER okay to feel like a hot mess, while going through transformation (as long as we don’t harm others).
Real long lasting change requires a bit of time. You have to get used to your new ways.
As soon as we accept that change can make us feel like a hot mess, and drop the “rainbows, butterflies and unicorns” illusion, the transformation starts to flow A LOT easier. Still not without pain, but way easier than carrying around that back of shame and unrealistic expectations.
Most importantly I want to remind you to be freaking proud of yourself! You are willing to feel the discomfort. Congrats, cause that is the only way.
Lea 🤍