11/10/2020
Years ... in pain, tired and many changes in me for no reason or apparent reason ...
Hiding everything from someone else, pretending to be better than you are, until it no longer works.
It just doesn't work anymore. No matter how strong you want to be. Then the moment comes when they tell you what you have ...
You have mixed feelings: you finally know what you have, but how do you deal with it? Lack of encouragement, wanting to lie down, taking medication frequently; anyway, a whole pharmacy on top of the nightstand.
Then, the daily responses, "Why did you get so fat?"
Hey, that hair of yours, awful and it falls out
What happened to you??....
This is all true and that's why I'm sharing it!
Silent and invisible diseases do exist ...
When you have an invisible disease it is difficult to fight with ignorant people.
They don't get it until it happens to them.
Life takes a lot of turns !!!
Tired of being told: did you go to the doctor?
Have you tried this? Have you tried that?
Yes! i tried and still try everything !!!
Doctors say this disease is forever. That I will not heal. However, I am not giving up, but I want to make others realize:
* A nap will not cure me but it will help me ...
* I am not lazy, I take medication and it sometimes makes me sleepy.
* I am not angry but sometimes cranky with pain.
* I struggle daily with pain, mobility problems, fatigue, the criticism of my environment.
Most frustratingly, people look at me and say, "It can't be that bad; you look good "
Despite the fact that my body is experiencing excruciating pain everywhere, of course I look good, I always try to look good, it is an "invisible" disease
* I apologize if I don't go to events I would like to attend, or get tired and want to continue earlier ...
One day you will understand my daily struggles.
This disease affects me physically, mentally and emotionally.
Because rare autoimmune diseases cannot be seen, but we feel them.
And they are there ...
Silent attack but extra painful.
I am looking at those who take the time to read this post to the end.
The following request is sent to the post:
Please, in honor of someone who fights against:
-Depression
-Anxiety
-Autoimmune disease.
-Hypothyroidism and thyroid gland.
Polycystic o***y syndrome.
-Rheumatoid arthritis.
-Chronic pain
Endometriosis.
Multiple sclerosis.
-Myasthenia gravis.
Pulmonary hypertension.
-Chronic fatigue syndrome.
-Diabetes
Celiac disease
anxiety and depression (panic attacks)
-Fibromyalgia.
-Raynaud and Scleroderma.
-Lupus.
-Neuralgia of the trigeminal.
Sjögren's syndrome.
-CUC
-Epilepsy
-ADHD
-MS
-Cluster headache
- MCS
_Lyme
-cancer
Lymp......
or some other disease you don't see.
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I understand if you don't, It's okay.
Type '' done '' in comments and thank you for your support.
I would like 5 of my friends to post (not share) this message to show that you are always there when someone needs to talk.
In support of a friend, a family member who is fighting for this disease. Just say done.