Her Clean Slate

19/09/2023

I reached my lowest in 2017. My physical/mental/emotional health was shid.
I wanted nothing but to stay home all day, to wallow and heal
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So I wished to be able to
- wear a mask freely (without coming across as weird.)
- stand a meter away from people (so I wouldnt implode from anxiety.)
- not attend gatherings:
; no excuses needed
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This year, I wish for joy and colour in the every day
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for strength and wisdom to handle whatever that comes my way 🗻
I wish the same for you too.
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Sending love and light,
Eden

08/08/2023

I lost my closest.
It came out of nowhere.
It's been weeks of sleepless nights but the pain lingers.
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Not a morning where I do not wake up with a dull pain in my heart.
I still struggle to get past the crippling emotions.
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For years, my soul felt like a balloon floating away, and nothing could ground my spirit to this earth.
I lost the person who grounded me; I lost a part of me.
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I've always thought that life has bruised and braced me well enough for anything that would come my way.
I was so wrong.
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I succumbed to the stress over the weekend and got an IV drip at the A&E.
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Times like these make me lean heavily into my faith, as well as the belief that we are never given a challenge too big to handle
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That whatever happens, the Universe always has my back
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It's time to let you go.
Good bye old friend

12/07/2023

So jelly everyone's traveling so i'm gona pretend I'm faraway toooo🌸🪷
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06/07/2023

Feeling those vibess with my talented friend though I can't quite describe it🌹

14/06/2023

Revealing my 18-month old👶 (which I coparent with ) and the reason why I seem to fall off the face of the 🌍 sometimes

04/06/2023

SO lucky and thankful to be able to meet and vibe with this bunch of fellows💓

.maziyah
khor

🌟✨🌠🌈


Also so blessed to be able to spend 6 weeks in the 🇺🇸 to see how the US tackles economic empowerment.
It's a breath of fresh air to step out of 🇸🇬and out of routine to immerse and live/ work like a local in Hawaii..

This period must be transformative for me to feel completely different from when I left 🇸🇬, though I'm still processing how and why exactly.

Slide to the last image to see how you can be part of this once- in- a- - lifetime experience too.

25/05/2023

Astrology shifu told me I'd be faced with problems to solve these months.
Well whatever it is, I’m in Hawaii so things can't be that bad. I replied.
Here what's happened

I lost the only credit card I brought. Only to find out that someone had swiped close to $500 dollars on it.
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My brand new glasses broke for no reason, no kiddin.
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I got a last min curve ball at work and my timing is so shid sometimes.
😭
I'm coming to terms and learning to get by without my pillar of support.
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Personally it's a hard period while I try to stay present here in 🇺🇸 and get the most out of the fellowship.
👭🧑‍🤝‍🧑
So thankful for great people around me to make life easier💗


On a positive note, in this period has got certified. we are the first in 🇧🇳 and the few in 🇸🇬 to get this. So glad
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Woke also pitched at the finals of the RHB Bank's Xcelerate programme. 💪

Swipe last picture for a beautiful silver lining. Cos y'know.. There's always one when u look for it. ☁️

19/05/2023

Snapshot of one weekend in Hawaii..
Thankful to Mrs Bancel ( our state coordinator) for meticulously planning and packing our schedules, to our host families for giving their time to make our weekends so full of colour.
1.Catamaran ride on the Pacific
2. Traversing Big Island ( 12 hours of driving 😱 )and visiting my first lava tube volcano
3. Partaking in Jewish Sabbath

19/05/2023

26/04/2023

Left but left my heart with this one.
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Throwback to the time I was stress eating and had more bubble tea in a few months than in my whole life.
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So glad we had each other.
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HBD 💗
Throwback to the huge dinner

15/04/2023

Girl power for the 🇸🇬 delegation to the 🇺🇲 this spring!

Each representing the themes of
🌍sustainable development
🦸civic engagement
💪 economic empowerment
👮 governance and society
(Like captain planet lol)

If these reasonate with you and you love meeting like-minded people, check out ysealipfp.org 💕

11/04/2023

Few days left in SG before I embark on a journey I thought I'd never be a part of✈️

Was always runner up for the coveted spot 💔 but I'm glad my skin was thick enough to keep going at it.

Guess where I'm headed?