09/11/2025
Today is World Su***de Prevention Day...the day I lost my younger sister to su***de. I think I am okay, until I look through the photos and memories I have of you. And I weep. I weep for the deep pain you lived with. I weep for the pain of others who are living with a mental illness or have lost a loved one to su***de. I weep for my pain. Our lives will never be the same.
Copied and pasted the text and video below from my post in 2015. I was driving to IL for her memorial service.
Yesterday as I was driving this song came on the stereo and made me think of my little sister who we lost a few weeks ago, just 10 days before her 46th birthday. I had to pull over to the side of the road while I wept. As children, Luanne and I were inseparable. People often thought we were twins. I was the big sister and I protected her, even sometimes fighting off her bullies in grade school. Even as children my heart hurt for her. I could feel her pain. I didn't really understand it then...life...pain...mental illness...loneliness...su***de...death. And especially missing someone this much! Wishing we would have had more time together, even if only over the phone. One of the things I have learned while on this journey that we call life is that our life is not about "me". It never was. It's not only about just our immediate family. It's about others. It's about slowing down enough to be aware of those around us who are hurting and need a friend. It's about taking the time to make that call, just to be there, just to listen, to let them know they are not alone that someone cares. It's about our neighbor down the road who we've been meaning to reach out to. And our co-worker who always seems to be depressed. And the stranger in the grocery store whose eyes meet ours and we can see pain...loneliness. It's about extending Christs love to others who may be lost or hurting. Sometimes even a simple acknowledgement along with a genuine smile can make a difference for someone. Oh God I miss Luanne. I miss her so much!
NewsStoryOfTheDay http://www.facebook.com/NSOTD http://www.twitter.com/NSOTDPart of "The Actor's Studio" aired in 2005