10/24/2025
This was the first place I ever used he**in..
I was 16 years old, on the run from my probation officer and my parents..
How did I ever end up here? I come from a good family that loved me.. that never did drugs
I wasn’t just running from the consequences of the choices I had already made.. I was running from how I felt about myself, from the thoughts in my head..
I was sold a lie that he**in would take those feelings away.. I thought it was the solution to the chaos in my mind..
At the beginning the voices got quiet and I felt the relief I was looking for.. but the next thing I knew I was 23 years old staring at myself in the mirror of the 6th rehab I’d been to and not even recognizing the man I had become..
Don’t believe the lie.. the answer you’re looking for isn’t in the drugs.. the people giving them to you don’t love you
Go home, talk to the people who love you about what’s going on in your head and get the help you need.. before it’s too late