02/27/2026
I've had a lot of time to reflect on what this disease is and how it has shaped or changed me. And the physical implications are visible - I use a wheelchair full time, you can see me struggle with the most mundane of things like putting on my shoes, reaching food from the refrigerator... But what is hidden is the emotional toll it has had on my psyche; silently processing grief and denial of what was. I don't want to tell people I'm having a bad day or retreat to a quiet place and feel sorry for myself.
I push forward because it's what you have to do. I move on because I need to. I don't live alone - I have a child to worry about, my brother, my parents, and all those who entered 'my circle' of trusted confidants and lifelong friends. My son is the #1 reason I'm still here. He is the reason I still smile.
Then there are opportunities in life where you can redefine yourself. This is my moment to shed light on what it means to have a disability and how it doesn't need to define you. In actuality, it can very likely open doors and become a catalyst to do something great. And it can help you find strength from within.
So what is my legacy? What is my purpose? What do I strive to do?
The Answer: Educate the next generation of healthcare professionals to recognize what Limb Girdle is and impress upon them that they need to encourage their patients to be self-advocates and also advocate for them.
Recently, the Boggs Center on Disability and Human Development at Rutgers University invited me back to meet with two small groups of first year medical students to discuss my experience with the healthcare system, specifically sharing relationships of favored physicians and access to medical appointments as a whole. For example, was it easy to find a trusted doctor? Has the process been a journey of ups and downs? What accessibility improvements can still be made when going to an appointment in a rural or city setting?
I welcome any opportunity to light a spark in these future doctors and share my lived experience with LGMD.
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