Holistic Mama

Holistic Mama Massage & Bodywork Therapist, and Lactation Specialist in Charlotte and surrounding areas.
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I think this deserves a space on my Feed…I’ve never been one to go with the masses, and I can’t stand living in a box.Tr...
02/17/2026

I think this deserves a space on my Feed…

I’ve never been one to go with the masses, and I can’t stand living in a box.

Truthfully, it took me 3-4 years to settle into Green Compass, and I only wish I had joined sooner bc of the health benefits the products have given me.

Recently, there has been a major shift in the Green Compass space.

I’ve been careful of how I’ve wanted to address these changes because I have friends on both “sides”.

For my friends and former teammates that are pursing another opportunity, I truly wish you all the best- I wish you abundance, joy, & peace in all that you do.

I will still stand by you when you need it, and be your cheerleader when you hit your goals.

From the bottom of my heart, Happy Launch Day & congratulations on your new business venture!

Yes, I’ve shared that joining Green Compass as an Advocate was a business decision for me.

First and foremost, however, it was about my own health journey; both my mental & physical wellbeing- Using these products has healed my skin from eczema, helps me with focus and other mental health concerns, & gives me migraine relief during my menstrual cycle.

I will use these products for as long as Green Compass is around bc my health & healing are my top priority, especially as I turn 40 next month.

I will still maintain my status as a Green Compass Advocate, and although my team is small, I have a customer base & fellow Advocates I will continue to stand by.

Whatever my business growth looks like, I am always grateful, and I have peace in this decision.

Gratefully, GC is not my main source of income, so I can continue to see this through.

Holistic Mama & CMB Bodywork are my brands and I cannot wait to show you where they’re headed over these next few years!

I can stand by Green Compass and support from friends through their endeavors- Both can be true.

This shift is not being taken lightly for most of us involved, and if you have questions, my inbox is open.

Wishing you all an abundant Year of the Fire Horse!

♡ With so much Love, CB




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Again, I’ll preface this post by saying that my mother is still physically alive & doing ok…It’s been a month since I po...
01/19/2026

Again, I’ll preface this post by saying that my mother is still physically alive & doing ok…

It’s been a month since I posted Part 1 and I’ve been caught up in my own season of motherhood, volunteering at the kids’ school, recovering from a respiratory virus, celebrating the holidays, & running my business.

To post Part 2 today, though, couldn’t be more appropriate as I reflect on my own journey of being a mama.

Scarlett turned 9 today…

I thought to myself, as I walked up the stairs 2 days ago, she’s halfway to 18!

As many keep reminding me, this is the last year of single digits for the rest of her life.

Time is fleeting, no matter how present one might be...

My Bean that made me a mama keeps growing, which makes me swell up with pride & brings me to tears all at the same time.

I love her with all that I am, blessed that she chose me & made me a mama.

She has been one of my hardest & best teachers in this life, and because of her, I continue to grow & heal and become the best version of myself.

I’m in awe of this precious, small human that lived in my womb for 40 weeks & now is a walking piece of my heart on the outside.

As I parent Scarlett and grow alongside her, I have a hard time grasping how my mom couldn’t see me in the same way.

What’s even more difficult is witnessing my mom repeat the same patterns with my daughter.

Scarlett loves her Nana- I do my best to not let my story with my mother ruin her relationship with her grandmother.

My mother, unfortunately, is choosing this path all on her own.

I no longer care if my mom doesn’t show up for me, pretty much desensitized.

I do care to see my children experiencing her lack.

She’s breaking my girl’s heart…

And mine is shattering even more, which I didn’t know was possible until I had my own children..

As hard as it is, I’m grateful my mom shows me what not to do.

I promise Scarlett & Ethan that I will always do my best to show up for them with so much love in my heart…

And, for their future children.

I hope, Scarlett, you always know how much of a blessing you truly are!

Happy Birthday- I love you, always ♡



Grieving

I’ll preface this post series by saying that my mother is still physically alive and doing ok…This series has come as in...
12/18/2025

I’ll preface this post series by saying that my mother is still physically alive and doing ok…

This series has come as inspiration after a conversation I had yesterday at my kids’ school + in the aftermath of some thoughts & reflections that I had on Thanksgiving.

One of our school’s office personnel sadly had her mother pass away recently- As the PTO President, I checked in to make sure the flowers & card that we got her were well received.

As I stood in her door, we exchanged a thoughtful moment, and she then asked me if my mother was still alive.

I’ve been asked this question many times before, especially when folks know that my mother has had years of chronic health issues- I typically answer with a simple “yes”, but I got flustered when she asked me.

In that moment that we shared yesterday, I knew she saw my heart and the way it has always grieved for my mother.

Grief can show up in a variety of ways & through many different circumstances.

My mom is physically alive, yes, but for me she has been shell of a human and a mother for as long as I can remember.

It is heartbreakingly painful when I interact with her, most of the time.

For me and my family, my mother lacks empathy, compassion, and love, and that has been hard to stomach especially when it comes to my children.

Her words are mostly empty & self-serving.

My children are noticing her lack and absence, some created as protection from me as their mother, but most of it of her own volition.

My heart hurts for those who lost a mother they shared a beautiful relationship with, like the woman who works in the school office.

For me, though, I’ve been grieving my mother for nearly 40 years, with her physically Earth-side, yet with a significant emotional void & lack.

I don’t know which is worse, honestly.

Stay tuned to see where the rest of this series takes me…



10/27/2025

I drafted this reel when I came across this audio the other day, but my motherly intuition told me to wait…

My daughter is one of my most beautiful Divine Blessings.

She is perhaps my greatest teacher in this life, and while the lessons I learn from her are some of the most challenging, I couldn’t be more grateful.

I do my best not to live vicariously through her, while also knowing that God and she chose me to help heal myself.

Riding with Scarlett today couldn’t be a better example of this audio’s meaning.

She literally fell off a horse…and got back on.

She’s physically ok, thanks to remembering to tuck & roll and bc her teacher, Crystal, was quick and able to catch her.

After she fell, she cried bc she was scared, frustrated that the horse took control, and she hurt her leg a little.

I stopped my horse, ran over as quick as I could, and I carried my little girl and sat with her- She calmed and I told her that sometimes life knocks you down, but it’s the choice we make afterwards to stay down or get up that’s important.

Not only did she get up, she got back on Duchess, and is looking forward to her next lesson.

Before bed this evening, she told me that although she was scared when Duchess took control from her and began galloping, that it was also a little exciting.

So here’s a reminder for you & me…

Life will take you on a wild ride, suddenly stop, and throw you to the ground, usually more than once.

Will you stay there on the ground?

Or, will you dust yourself off and get back on the ride?

I’m choosing to be more like my fiery daughter.

Scarlett, I hope you’re always proud of the awesome human being you are, and I love you so very much!



♥ Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness ♥This year’s remembrance day hit a little different…One of my childhood, sister-like...
10/16/2025

♥ Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness ♥

This year’s remembrance day hit a little different…

One of my childhood, sister-like friends and one of my fertility clients are currently in the early stages of coming through pregnancy loss.

Miscarriage affects 25%, or 1 in 4 women, a very high statistic in the world of women’s wellness…

It is a statistic, however, that doesn’t actually get spoken about much or enough awareness.

In prayer for my friend and my client and all of the mamas like them, I lit a candle last night for their babies that are gone too soon back in Heaven’s hands.

Regardless of the amount of weeks, if you have other children to hold in your hands, or all of your babies are in Heaven, your story and your mama heart matters, and that is something I will always stand behind.

I am always here to lift you up or meet you down in the shallows, offering a shoulder to cry on or an ear to listen, whatever you need.

Wishing healing, peace, & love to all, CB♡



I have always been pretty vocal about my own mental health struggles, and as an advocate for others who also have this t...
10/12/2025

I have always been pretty vocal about my own mental health struggles, and as an advocate for others who also have this trouble.

I had promised last week to call attention to not only Breast Cancer Awareness this month, but all the other causes that October recognizes.

On Friday, however, I was in no place to post anything…

We’ve been having renovations in our house, and we had our biggest disruption at the end of last week.

By Friday, that took a huge toll on me- I was often displaced for various reasons & in a variety of ways in my childhood, so I thrive best with a stable foundation, which was lacking in my own home with all the work going on.

Couple that with a huge misunderstanding between me and one of my friends, and I completely lost my s**t Friday afternoon.

I cried. A LOT.

I yelled. A LOT.

I healed by moving my son into his new room and designing it, and as I write this, he’s enjoying his new space, which means the world to me!

I don’t show up here to only show the highlights- I’m too honest & authentic for that bs…

You’re going to get the lowlights too because that’s how life goes sometimes, for all of us.

I hope that no matter where you are on your mental health journey, that you may know peace one day, even if for a fleeting moment.

Please, if you need mental health support, reach out to me anytime- I will always provide resources.

Wishing you a Sunday filled with health & wellness!

With Love & Care, CB♡


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It’s Pink Ribbon season; Products, professional sporting events, & even my kids’ school all promote Breast Cancer Awaren...
10/03/2025

It’s Pink Ribbon season; Products, professional sporting events, & even my kids’ school all promote Breast Cancer Awareness.

I do believe that breast cancer is a terrible disease and deserves recognition when it comes to supporting those dealing with it- I had 3 friends diagnosed within the last year, all now blessedly without any evidence of disease.

But, there are many other issues that women and their families face, that deserve the same attention that is given to these Pink Ribbon campaigns.

Throughout October, I will be posting about breast health and wellness bc, especially as someone who works in women’s health, I do think it’s important to call attention to this topic not just this month, but all year long.

I will also focus on these lesser-known October campaigns as they too relate to women’s and family wellness:

‣ National Down Syndrome Awareness Month
‣ Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Month
‣ Sudden Infant Death Syndrome (SIDS) Awareness Month
‣ Mental Illness Awareness Week (October 3-9)
‣ Malnutrition Awareness Week (October 4-8)
‣ World Cerebral Palsy Day (October 6)
‣ World Mental Health Day (October 10)

If you have a story that you’d like me to feature as it pertains to any of these campaigns, I’d be glad to collaborate- Please feel free to inbox me.

Wishing you all a beautiful weekend ahead! ♡CB




❁ It’s time for an update! ❁I know I’ve been pretty absent on my socials lately, but it’s been with good reason…We’ve be...
10/02/2025

❁ It’s time for an update! ❁

I know I’ve been pretty absent on my socials lately, but it’s been with good reason…

We’ve been having house renovations done since the spring, and the major project has been to shift my office from downstairs to upstairs.

Energetically, having my house worked on for months has been a bit overwhelming, especially given my trauma history + lack of steady foundation growing up, so showing up here has honestly been difficult.

With that said, though, I am finally coming out of that uncomfortable energy as my new office space is nearly complete- There’s still some minor things that need to be done, but it is otherwise fully functional!

I am so grateful for the contractor, Tyler, that’s been working on our house, updating it to accommodate our family as we all are aging and have different needs than what we used to.

The shifts have been bittersweet- My kids are still young, but they’re no longer little, so while the updating is definitely welcome, it is also somewhat heartbreaking.

E will move into my former office space once the updates in there are complete, and…

I now have access to the entire upstairs bonus room as my workspace!

It includes a calming partitioned area with my massage table, a half bath (That is no longer shared with my kids!), a separate area for seeing lactation dyads & young pediatric clients, and a place for my desk and other office materials for doing admin-type work.

I’ve been in my new space for just over a week and I love it SO much- I am beyond blessed to have it, and I cannot wait for you to enjoy it too!

I’ll be giving a tour once I get the final touches in order, so stay tuned…

Want to schedule a session and check out my new space for yourself? → Inbox me

I hope you’re having a fantastic week! ♡CB




I’m finally starting to feel like myself again…As I’ve shared in my recent posts, I’ve been in a bit of an energy funk t...
08/16/2025

I’m finally starting to feel like myself again…

As I’ve shared in my recent posts, I’ve been in a bit of an energy funk these past few months.

This week, my kids went back to school, and with that, we are all getting back into a regular routine.

With them at school, it gives me more time to myself, and so around seeing clients this week, I scheduled a few self-care appointments.

Today, after grocery shopping & doing some chores around the house, I took myself out for lunch, and then got my hair trimmed.

Karen braided my hair in preparation for going to the stables with Scarlett this evening for her horse lesson- We got to wash the horses & bond with them, which is always a wonderful time!

I’m still feeling a little out of sorts due to having contractor work going on at my house, but I am otherwise starting to feel my energy moving towards a good place.

I’m looking forward to being a vendor tomorrow (8/16) for the Recharge Day Retreat, hosted by The Beauty Boost [Charlotte] at Bright Haven Farms.

The Beauty Boost events have been such a fun experience for me, and I am grateful I started working with Julie a little over a year ago!

Are you too in need of an energy recharge?

Again, the event is tomorrow (8/16) 10a-2pm, and tickets are still available → Message me to sign up!

Wishing you a wonderful weekend, CB♡



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