02/11/2026
My husband asked why I didn’t cancel my 4:50am yoga class with what I like to refer to as the “Super Bowl of stationery event” tonight
I woke up at 3:45.
Snow on the roads.
Thirteen people canceled.
But that class is the reason I have an opportunity like this at all.
103 degree hot Power yoga doesn’t just make you stronger physically, it brings you face to face mentally with the part of you that wants to quit. The shaking legs. The loud breath. The voice in your head saying, this is too much.
Over the last three weeks, this opportunity started exciting. A full body yes as a Manifesting Generator And then things started to get hard.
An aggressive timeline, Shipments didn’t arrive. Orders showed up wrong. Snowstorms hits. Sickness. My glue gun literally caught on fire in my hands, the die for my grommet machine wore out. 🥴
There were many moments I just sat there thinking, why did I say yes to this? Donating $1000s of dollars and over a hundred hours of my time.
There were Moments where my chest felt tight and my brain wanted to shut down. Moments where I cried, or walked away for a bit…But just like on the mat you breathe. You adjust. You take a break and You come back.
‘s class trains you to not run when things feel overwhelming. To stay when your mind spirals. To soften even while everything is shaking.
This project asked for that same part of me.
The part that gets up at 3:45am.
The part that drives through snow.
The part that makes the 2.5 hour last-minute supply run to guarantee everything will be here on time because quitting isn’t an option.
Here’s the truth about me, I don’t give up… Even when I desperately want to.
So, no matter what happens tonight, I’ve already won.
Because I became the woman who feels the fear, the exhaustion, the doubt and stays anyway.
And that version of me? That growth IS the success.
