02/22/2026
Something I've ve been struggling with lately. I feel like I should be stronger a d doing g more than I am. Now granted, I got my 2nd leg in Aug, a little bit of home therapy, but had a break until December before starting actual PT. That hasn't been as consistent as it could be due to health and other reasons. Most days are a struggle to some extent. Dialysis doesn't help. The sense of overwhelming due to my apartment doesn't help. Trying to hold down my job doesn't help. In the grand scheme of things, I know i'm where I should be. In some aspects, maybe ahead, probably behind in others. Overall, where I should be. I'm independent enough to survive each day, to get to most of my many appointments. I may not be able to get ahead on anything, but I at least maintain. I wish I could do more. I know that day will come. I'm so limited in what I can do and in some ways, limitation will likely always be a factor. I know that as time passes and I continue to work on it, I will do more and the limitations will become less. For now, I continue to trudge ahead. Take the days after PT (like today) and do nothing if that's what is needed. Mentally, I have so much to do. Physically, it's going to take more time than I want it to. I'll get there...eventually