01/10/2026
MY MIND & HEART ARE OPEN TO NEW PATHS & NEW BLESSINGS.
I’ve been carrying a heavy weight around with me this past year - FAILURE. And then DISAPPOINTMENT after DISAPPOINTMENT kept piling on top of me this last month. I didn’t have time to process my feelings before the next weight fell on top of me. The past couple of weeks I’ve been feeling DEPRESSED and HOPELESS, so I scheduled some quiet time today to process my negative thoughts and feelings.
I started my Aroma Freedom Technique (AFT) session with a goal in mind. When I thought about my goal, the negative thoughts that came up were: “Everything I do fails.” “It wasn’t just that they were unsupportive, but they were actually willfully harmful.” “So far, my life has been largely disappointing and full of loss.” “Good things don’t happen to me.” The feelings that these elicited were: POWERLESS, FURIOUS, and SAD. I sat with each feeling one at a time and felt it in my body. As I did, I breathed through that feeling with a specific essential oil blend.
I felt a shift. My body started to soften, and my emotions calmed down. Since my “hijacked amygdala” was calming, I could now hear my intuition speak to me. I didn’t just do things for no purpose. I genuinely wanted to help people. I made my plans a matter of prayer. I worked hard and didn’t give up. When I ran into a problem, I found a way around it and learned from it. I overcame my limiting beliefs. But were those really obstacles to overcome or were they closed doors? (Galatians 16:6-10).
I believe that those are now closed doors - a “no” to my prayers or at least a “not now”. I needed this AFT session to process my negative thoughts and really sit with and feel my negative feelings. This is going to allow my heart to soften and be open.
I finally crafted the above affirmation, said it in my heart-centered power pose, and breathed in a grounding essential oil blend.
I’m feeling at peace now. I look forward to studying my next certification course: Aromatics & Mental Health, reading books that grow my brain & heal my soul, and to love & care for my little family.