09/06/2022
yep, IN-N-OUT. for lunch. on a Tuesday š
if you had told me 10, 15, hell - even 3 - years ago that my relationship to food would feel so free, so fluid, so relaxed, iām not sure i COULD have believed you (even if i tried!).
food for me was:
- anxiety
- a control mechanism
- something i thought about every minute of every day
- a reflection of my morality (good or bad)
- the thing that set me apart from others
- something to fear
- representative of so, so much more than it is
last night, i ate the largest, most nutritionally dense salad ever. š„ today, i had a burger and fries for lunch. šš later, iāll probably have more veggies and something chocolate, because i love both veggies and chocolate and think both belong in every day š«š«š¤š»
food obsession is not new - in fact, often, itās a behavior we learn from people we look up to when weāre younger. disordered eating behaviors ARE really able to derail a person from living the life theyāre meant to live. it stops us from stepping into our power entirely. inanimate objects have that much of a hold over us when we struggle with this issue - isnāt that wild?
i wish i could describe accurately how food freedom feels. i wish i could show you the difference between my brain then and my brain now! but youāll have to just trust me that THIS side of an ED made the entire journey to get here worth it. every last bit of it has been WORTH IT.
iāll continue sharing some words from my recent clients this week, but until then: i have availability to take on ONE client for food/life coaching this month! š£š£š£
i have had a full roster these past few months, but finally have some space to help someone new learn how to step out of the grip of food and into their own personal power. the transformation of my recent clients has literally brought me to tears because itās so incredible watching their growth - and i want that for you, too, friend š
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