18/04/2024
Why? Why do I have to go thru so many changes as I get older? I mean, like, what is up with my cycle becoming easier as I get older just like everything you do over time it becomes easier. No, not my cycle it has to cycle to the next level and find other places to cause me pain.
Why does it trigger muscles that have no connection to it to throb? So what, now the body wants to work together in a concerted effort to heighten my PMS?!? I mean, how is it PMS really didn’t become real until I crossed the 40 threshold. Like, it popped up and said “you thought you knew, but you didn’t… now I got you.”
What?!??
Then here go the hormones, they want to join in like Little Drummer boy, thinking it should harmonize. I want to just tell it to sit all the way down and leave me all the way alone. On top of everything else, forgetfulness wants a solo.
What is going on?
I did not sign up for this. I think a volunteer list needs to be provided at the beginning of life with all the pros, cons, risks, and requirements… kind of like a contract. If we don’t volunteer and sign then we do not have to be subjected to the monthly exchange of uncomfortableness.
Now I know there are some good things that come from having a cycle but we should be able to negotiate what we are able to accept and deliver on and things we say are no gos should be taken out. I’m just saying.
Let me know your thoughts. Because I would really like to know what is really good. Help your friend out.
We’ll talk soon.
Your Bestie,
J
