03/08/2020
August 3rd: Have you been broken-hearted over anything lately?
Again today’s journal pierces the heart.
Where to start...
This year is filled with mourning and grief.
My mantra: ✨Let the Healing Begin.✨
Here is a glimpse into our year...
We cared for my grandmother as she struggled with multiple health issues. She passed in my parent’s home, surrounded by family and a house full of prayer. The week leading up to and then even after was filled with emotion and exhaustion. Then, our mindset was, let the healing begin.
COVID hit. My work closed and all of our daughter’s activities were cancelled (like so many of us). We’ve got this... let the healing begin.
April 22nd came.
My Mother in-law was battling breast cancer but was responding well to treatment and originally given an “all clear.” She was suddenly admitted due to severe liver pain. We felt a tug to quickly pack up and begin the 16 hour drive down to Tennessee. We arrived on the 24th and she passed later that evening. (Side note: when you feel a tug on your heart, respond. God is watching out for you.) We are grateful we got to see her individually and she had her husband by her side once she was given the “terminal” diagnoses. However, COVID stole those precious moments while she was alone and in pain. We couldn’t all be together. Since everything was still shutdown due to COVID, the funeral was a whole new piece of mourning.
Once again, let the healing begin.
May 30th came.
First State Active Duty activation. Every possible emotion was felt as I saw my city burn, protests turned from peaceful to violent. I don’t want this to be political. No matter what, you still mourn when you see such divide and hate.
Let the healing begin...
Even outside of the loss of our loved ones, I’m heartbroken for our country, for our little ones who desperately seek our smiles, for our teachers, medical professionals, etc who may be struggling to stay positive.
My point is, we are all healing. Be kind. Make connections. Show your smile. The world needs to heal.
May the wounds in your life begin to heal. May the void be filled with more love, more peace and more gratitude.
✨Let the healing begin. ✨