07/08/2023
Spending some time at the beach this weekend reflecting on all that has been the last 3 years of my life. Three years since I heard “we are about 95% certain that nodule is cancerous.” It took me on quite a journey—not just a journey about cancer but also about what is in my heart.
I think many people would say, “Why did you wait so long to have the surgery?” There were a few reasons.
1️⃣ I had TIME to pursue other options. My case was far from life threatening. Thyroid cancer does not behave like other cancers. It is not even “staged.” What was found in my neck probably should not have been found except that I’m a curious person with a history of thyroid difficulties and requested that we take a look at it with ultrasound.
2️⃣ thyroidectomy poses a significant risk of vocal damage. Most people know how much I LOVE to sing. My college degree is in vocal performance. I have been performing for 28 years and teaching for 18. The percentage of patients who have vocal damage from thyroidectomy is something like 40%. If I did not have to have the surgery, I did not want it!
3️⃣ (and maybe my biggest reason): I needed to address the WHY. Why did I get a cancer diagnosis at 33? How on earth did I get here? I was everyone’s “healthy friend.” Heck, I did coffee enemas BEFORE I got cancer. I was just getting off my thyroid medication when I got my diagnosis because I did not need it anymore.
So, I went on a journey of alternative therapies. I drank a LOT of juice, I did saunas, and red light therapy, and enemas, and supplemented, and changed my diet and my water, and slept. It was really all consuming for me for a while, doing all my “cancer things,” but I felt absolutely amazing. The best I had felt in my life. I found a new doctor who was comfortable with monitoring the nodule because it really was so small and “indolent.”
4️⃣ we wanted another baby. Just about the time we were thinking we wanted to have another baby, I got my cancer diagnosis. It put pause on our plans as I just was not comfortable doing that much detoxing while pregnant and was really just reeling from the whole thing still… (continued in comments)