04/22/2026
Lately, I’ve been feeling — like the world is caught up in its own noise, everyone rushing forward, and I’m standing still trying to make sense of why my heart feels so "alone" .
People say all the time "no one’s coming to save you,” but spiritually for me …
that’s NEVER felt true to me. That's never who Iv been A day in my life ....
Because I know I’m guided.
I know I’m guided where, I need to be when I need to be there for who ever that is ... it's been that way My whole life
I know there’s something greater than me walking beside me, putting me where I belong ....
But at the same time, I’m always the one who shows up for others. I'm the rock, the sun and the moon for others when it's needed... sometimes I think why me ????
After the storm has calmed it seems we are forgotten ...
We are the one who loves deeply, shows up fully, and brings safety into spaces that have fear / And sometimes that makes the loneliness feel even heavier — because I pour so much of my spirit into people who don’t always pour back.
Is it wrong ? It doesn't feel wrong -
I’ve been feeling this way for a while: stretched, tired, faithful, and unsure all at once. But knowing I'm being lead by God always, In all I do ...
God leads me to Share this to help others -
I’m learning that my heart isn’t empty — it’s just waiting for people who match my energy, my strength openness, my soul.....
Our sensitivity isn’t a weakness.
Our compassion isn’t a burden.
Out willingness to help isn't wrong .
These are spiritual gifts, even when they feel like weight, it's a weight we carry because it's right ....
If your like me ... we speak so you don't feel alone as well .....
I’m trusting that the right souls, the ones aligned with mine, will find this
I’m trusting the universe, or whatever name you give the divine — is sending people who will show up with the same love I have always given so freely.
I’m not alone.
Even in the quiet.
Even in the ache.
Even carrying others
Something bigger is guiding me through this season.
This is where I am right now.
This is how I’ve been feeling.
And I’m learning to speak honestly as human Deb 💗
