10/27/2025
Detest religion? It's natural to feel afraid of the call. But, remember who is calling you. It's not religion, it God. Your creator. Ours. Take heed and listen, you are being chosen. It's ok to feel detestation, fear, and even hate in some way.
Ultimately the reason this stirs so much in you, is because your at a battle with truth. You are enough. Your imperfection is His perfection. Your lack of knowing, maybe not praying or even believing, is not because He is not real. The lack is where you come as you are. The lack is where only God can fill such emptiness. The shortcomings, the wrongs, even simply being too busy are similar stories of many that follow Him. We all have weaknesses, despair, hurts, unforgiveness, questioning and so forth.
What stands is that relationship with Him is a door. Knock and it WILL open. You start with speaking to God. Simple and even the fewest of words, but calling out to Him. This is a sweet surrender to open that door. God is right there, waiting for you to take that step.
Jesus is the way, the truth and the life.
You can know Him by asking. Seeking, and spending just 1 minute daily. I dare you. See what comes, you will be led to increase, to hope, to peace, to willpower, to more.
It all starts with a prayer. The most simple can be the most powerful.
God, I don't know you, don't know if your even real. But I am uncertain and asking for truth. Please, reveal yourself to me in such a way, I cannot deny you.
Or
God, show me the way, the truth and the life. Make it make sense.
Amen.