03/19/2022
I haven't posted on here in a long time.
I needed time to find ME!
I needed time to honestly heal!
Physically....Mentally....Emotionally
I can honestly say I have found myself.
I am happy.
I have found peace.
I have learned more about myself in the past few years than in my entire life.
I have let go of my anger.
I have let go of my hate.
I have let go of my hurt.
I have let go of my feelings of what did I do wrong.
I have let go of my being embarrassed.
I have let go of allowing the abuse to still control me.
I have moved past all that and it feels amazing.
I still have moments of anxiety.
I still have physical pain from injuries.
I still have unexplained headaches.
I still have PTSD
I still apologize when I don't need too.
BUT
I have learned to control these things instead of allowing then to control me.
It gets better.
Don't ever give up.
Stay strong and fight for You!!
YOU DESERVE IT!!