My Inner Child Reiki Shamanic Center

11/21/2025

My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth. He will not let my foot slip; He who watches over me does not sleep. Psalm 121

11/20/2025

I was watching a video titled 'The Day I Knew My Husband Hated Me.' As I watched women express horrible things their husbands would say or do to them that made them aware of their husbands' hate, I understood that those men didn't hate their wives; they hated themselves and mirrored that upon their partners. I always say that until we work on healing ourselves, we walk through life unconsciously recruiting other broken souls to help us hate ourselves. This doesn't only apply to women; there are plenty of men who also experience being hurt, manipulated, and sabotaged by the person from whom they expect loyalty and love. This goes beyond romantic partners' dynamics; it applies to friends, family members, coworkers, and even strangers we meet day to day. When we haven't worked on healing our inner child and are unhappy with ourselves, we tolerate the abuse of others as something normal or something we perhaps deserve. Even our body language tells others to look at us as an easy target. My personal experience serves as a perfect example of the effects of trauma. Having endured sexual violence, neglect, and physical abuse severely impacted my self-esteem as a child, leading to timidity and submissiveness, characterized by avoiding eye contact and a hunched back posture. This created an environment in which my peers felt empowered to bully me, making my life extremely challenging both at home and at school, with no one to turn to for support. Consequently, I carried this trauma into adulthood, evident in my tendency to prioritize others' needs at the expense of my own and invest excessively in those who didn't deserve it. It wasn't until I began spending time alone, taking deep looks into my soul, and healing my inner child that I realized how much I love my own company and how I had disrespected myself just to be accepted and be around others who many times didn't deserve my presence. When we work on healing ourselves, we will no longer disrespect ourselves and begin walking through life with confidence, and as our boundaries become clear, those walking beside us will better understand how to treat us and what to expect or simply know to go in a different direction or face the consequences.

11/20/2025

I once asked God if He chose me, and He said it was I who chose Him, reminding me of my many requests to be used as a vessel; it's a good thing we can choose Him anytime.

11/18/2025

And it begins, the sinking of the criminals we called elites.

Larry Summers said he's stepping back from public life after his apparent conversations with Jeffrey Epstein were released last week by the House Oversight Committee.

11/18/2025

It's useless to explain yourself to a narcissist; they seek control, not understanding. If they can play with your emotions, they easily gain control over you.

11/17/2025

For a couple days in a row I kept getting the message to read or watch the story of king Nebuchadnezzar. I watched two different movies and both movies gave me the same message, someone in a position of power is going to go completely insane like Nebuchadnednezzar did when he basically turned into an animal and ate pasture like for 7 years.

Pressure from the unfolding Epstein sex-trafficking saga seems to have the president lashing out at former allies left and right.

11/15/2025

God doesn't get rid of the storm, but He gives those who walk with Him the peace and courage to face it.

11/15/2025

In the face of adversities, the enemy crashes and God's children triumph.

11/15/2025

Soon the world will understand the importance of being self-sufficient. In a dream and several visions God showed me this year, I saw the United States going through a time of scarcity; in this vision, I saw thousands of people on the streets looking for food, but there was none. A few days ago, I thought that this would not just affect the United States, considering how many families in third-world countries like Cuba, Venezuela, the Dominican Republic, and many others survives because of the money their family members living here in the US are able to sent them. It is going to be devastating for a lot of people, but it will teach us the importance of being kind to Mother Earth and the environment and the importance of becoming self-sufficient.

11/14/2025

I'm being followed by a group of criminals, and while I know most people don't believe me, the truth will prevail. One of those individuals, Jay, who is also an ex-coworker of mine, hasn't followed me for about three weeks, and I finally figured out the reason. About a week ago, I had a dream in which I was taking a woman I used to care for to a doctor's appointment, and Jay was the driver. However, this woman passed away a couple of months ago, which led me to believe that Jay is also no longer in the world of the living, since I dreamed of them together despite their lack of connection. In my dream, he was the driver, but he was driving so fast that, even though I was in the backseat, I had to call him by phone to give him the name of the street where he needed to stop. The name of the street was Capricho, which translates to 'capricious,' totally describing Jay's personality. My take from this dream is that Jay let his personality shine and became very demanding with the group of criminals he was working with, and they put him to rest. This group of criminals is composed of Morgan Jarred, Kenna House, Mario Navarro, Nicholas, and Huckleberry Seed, who normally doesn't get his hands dirty and uses others to do the dirty work. This group of criminals has been hunting me down like a wild animal. Recently, I got a message where I was told that they didn't care anymore about getting caught; they just wanted to take me down with them, which confirmed the interpretation of my dream that they no longer had much to lose because sooner or later, their crime will come to light and they will end up in jail either way. Anyhow, if the police want to track down these criminals, they just have to keep track of me. While I called 911 a few nights ago, it took the police about 25 minutes to get to me. The police advised me to get a dash camera to record them, but I don't have the financial means to do that right now.

11/13/2025

With God as your guide, the enemy will self destruct; their own arms will turn their weapons against them.