03/10/2021
I don’t feel like a visitor here... 🙏🏻
The moment I saw Mt. Shasta I heard very clearly “welcome home.”
It’s not often I share things like this, yet it’s an undeniable truth that was felt on a soul level.
I didn’t plan to come here - it called me here, along with 7 other beautiful women.
When told me about this a few months ago, I said I don’t know if I can come... Because it wasn’t clear to me then.
For every time I tried to come previously, I heard “not yet” with the whisper of a promise I would one day soon meet it again.
Yet, when I woke up exactly one week ago today, I heard “it’s time.”
I didn’t have to think - I knew this meant the call, yet my human self was tired and did not want to fully surrender.
Soon came and it was all but a dream.
Yet I loved it so much.
However knowing it wasn’t something I could cling to
But must let go of to know
The energy of resistance was present
Held
Felt
To remind, there block of flow of life within our own body.
The mountain revealed it back - home is within you - home can only be found within the heart.
I can’t express yet what it held, because some things aren’t meant to be put into words.
What I think is the Fear I felt at the start, no longer exists.
Because coming here requires you to release anything that isn’t love, even in the face of something that doesn’t feel like love either.
Love for light, understanding for darkness, peace for all.
The mountain has a way of making you feel like this is your story, your home, your place of remembering.
And maybe it is. But I won’t cling to that. Because what I know is that ultimately it doesn’t matter.
It’s something beyond even that.
Thank you, universe 🦋✨ I trust you beautifully