12/08/2025
These past 9 months have been stressful!
My husband & I rescue dogs. In March we rescued Abby a hospice dog: blind, deaf, heart murmur. Badly deformed arthritic legs make it hard to walk. She needs help . A week later Rocky went into kidney failure. Her treatment requires giving sub cutaneous fluids every other day & hand feeding her 3 times daily. More fluids = more p*e breaks day & night. We have 2 other dogs.
I have little time for my own tasks. Every 15-20 minutes I take someone out to p*e (Abby needs 20-30 minutes each time), clean up after someone, feed them, give them meds or treatments, & a lot more.
I still run my own company & this fall was one of the busiest ever. I have a house & 2 acres of land, run a women’s group at church, work out every day & care for my husband who has a serious health issue. He just started a treatment plan which I administer every other evening. My day begins at 5:15 AM & I work non-stop till 8 PM, 7 days a week. I’m overwhelmed, physically exhausted & cranky. So I prayed to God for relief. Send some help Lord!
There is no one who can help me the way I need. I’m in this alone. Just me & God. I chose not to ask God to change anything to alleviate my stress. That would be the easy way. What I needed was patience. A lot more patience! And a change in attitude. “Remove from me the grumpy, Father, & restore a kind & gentle heart.” That’s all I need. Just the inner tenderness that is Jesus. And that’s precisely what God granted me. He replaced my stress with understanding, my anger with compassion, my hopelessness with confidence & renewed strength. My situation remains constant but now I’m handling it with greater ease.
We don’t always need our lives to be different than what they are to be ok. Sometimes all we need is the peace that is Jesus to sustain us through the trials. I asked. He answered.
Then God offered me an added blessing: a simple solution that saves me 1 ½ hours a day! I’m still tired but the stress is gone. Thank you Father. You always come through for me. You have my heart forever.
Psalm 46:1 "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble".